Total pages in book: 167
Estimated words: 164838 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 824(@200wpm)___ 659(@250wpm)___ 549(@300wpm)
Estimated words: 164838 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 824(@200wpm)___ 659(@250wpm)___ 549(@300wpm)
“No, but that’s beside the point.”
“So we’re both virgins in that respect? We’d be safe to…”
Ah Christ, no one else had made me feel so out of control. This angry, this lost, this hungry.
“Sailor, I’m not—”
“I follow my cycle. I don’t take the pill, but I take my temperature every day, and…I know I’m in the safe range. I-I’m okay with it if you are.” Crawling toward me, she stood upright on her knees. “I wouldn’t offer if I wasn’t sure. My nana taught me all the olden ways of birth control. I’ve been doing it for years. And I…I really don’t want you to stop.”
God, her body heat. Her bare breasts. Her seduction and innocence and need.
How could I compete with that? How could I ever find the willpower to walk away?
“What do you want, X?”
I want to keep you.
I want to tell you everything.
I want you not to hate me.
I lowered my head, watching her with half-hooded eyes. “I want to fuck you.”
“Then do it.”
“If I do…you’ll be the only girl I’ll ever be bare with.”
She shivered. “Then definitely do it.”
I groaned, watching her skin pucker with goosebumps. “God, I love seeing you like this.”
“Like what?”
“Hungry…like me.”
She swallowed hard. “I’m starving.”
Damn, I’d messed this up so badly.
I’d been searching for something all my life, and it had been under my nose the entire time.
Her.
My neighbour, friend, and soulmate.
I moved before I could think.
Lurching forward, I collided with her.
Dragging her close, I planted my hand over her eyes and ripped my mask down.
And then, I kissed her.
I kissed her hard and deep, driven by instinct and insanity.
Plunging my tongue into her mouth, I didn’t just give in; I broke.
My self-control snapped.
My morality splintered.
I kissed her like a madman.
She cried out as I forced her lips wide.
But I didn’t stop.
I didn’t stop as I grabbed her jaw and held her firm.
I didn’t stop as I bit and licked and devoured her.
All those urges I’d pushed away. All that hunger I’d done my best to ignore.
I forgot about my rules and reasons.
I didn’t care what this made me or what we would become once we were through.
The only thing that mattered was getting inside the girl I’d watched for most of my life. The girl I’d spied on, longed for, and needed more than anything. The girl who’d leashed and collared me the moment she was born.
Licking her deep, she moaned and licked me back. Her hands found my hair, tugging hard. I didn’t know if she was trying to pull me off her or pull me closer, but I was past the point of reason.
Stopping the kiss, I jerked my mask back up and grabbed her by the waist.
She cried out as I flipped her to face away, pushing between her shoulder blades so she landed on her hands and knees.
Her back arched, teasing me, taunting me, making me groan.
My skin exploded with hypersensitivity. She threw me headfirst into a place I’d never been before. Somewhere dangerous and selfish and I couldn’t stop.
I can’t stop.
I didn’t ask if she was okay being taken this way. I trusted her. She trusted me. And I hated that all of our wonderful connection was based on lies.
Grabbing her hips, I held her firm as I rose behind her.
We turned breathless and shaky. I snarled as I angled myself to that perfect glistening spot. The sharpest electricity crackled through my bones, blasting through my legs.
I was naked.
With Sailor.
I was about to fuck her.
Bare.
I’m about to have a heart attack.
My hips pulsed forward.
She cried out as I fed her a single inch. Her head fell forward, revealing her nape as her hair tumbled around her face.
I had no control as I cupped the back of her neck and held on.
I lost all sense of self as I tensed every muscle and stopped thinking, trying, hoping.
I pulled her back at the same time as I mounted her.
Fiercely. Fully. Meanly.
One moment, we were two separate people.
The next, we were joined in an excruciatingly mind-shattering way.
Silky-hot wetness and nothing else.
Her bareness to my bareness.
My body inside hers with no barrier.
It was the most incredible thing.
The most dangerous thing.
I hissed between my teeth as her core flexed around me, rippling with welcome.
We both lost who we were as we moved together. Deep and ruthless. I thrust into her while holding her nape. My other hand locked on her hip, keeping her in place. My pace increased, faster and faster, harder and harder all while she moaned and whimpered and met me rock for rock.
I lost track of time as I fucked her.
I never wanted it to end, all while knowing I was too close.
My climax didn’t just originate in my balls but in every droplet of blood. It felt as if our skin evaporated, and we fed energy to each other, our bodies siphoning with the same delicious need, the same heart-rendering passion.