Total pages in book: 129
Estimated words: 120165 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 601(@200wpm)___ 481(@250wpm)___ 401(@300wpm)
Estimated words: 120165 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 601(@200wpm)___ 481(@250wpm)___ 401(@300wpm)
33
RADIMIR
It was hell.
Ever since I arrived in America, I'd kept my life pared-back and simple. Suddenly, everything was messy and complicated.
The penthouse used to be ruthlessly bare and efficient. Now it was full of books and blankets and candles—why did women need so many candles? —and there were jars of chocolate hazelnut spread in the cupboards and throw cushions on the couches even though couches are already soft and—
And I liked it. I didn’t want to admit it, but I liked it. For the first time, it felt like a home. Things that I’d never used, like the leather couches and the enormous copper bathtub, now got used all the time. She’d lie on a couch when she was on the phone to her friends, unaware of how fucking hot she looked, with her denim-clad legs languidly stretched out and her copper hair waterfalling over the arm. And she’d soak in the tub for hours while I went quietly crazy, listening to the sound of the water sloshing in the bathroom and imagining her bare, wet breasts bobbing.
I couldn’t take my eyes off her. I used to be able to just robotically grind away at work for hours. Now I kept glancing up, looking through the open door of my office to watch her lying on her stomach reading. I’d fantasize about grabbing her wrist and flipping her onto her back. Bringing my mouth down on her startled lips and filling my hands with those full, soft breasts. Or unbuttoning her jeans and tugging them down to reveal her creamy-white ass, then pulling her up to her knees and burying my face in her pussy, thrusting my tongue deep into her while she gripped the arm of the couch and moaned. I’d lose myself in all the ways I wanted to fuck her, staring at her until she finally looked up and caught me.
But however much I wanted to fuck her again, I wasn’t going to touch her...not unless she asked me to. And I knew that wouldn’t happen.
She’d never fall for me. She was horrified by the Bratva, and it was part of who I was. Just yesterday, I’d caught two of the Armenian gang dealing on our territory and taken them to the warehouse to teach them a lesson. When I was done, my knuckles were raw, and they were barely alive. Fall for me? Who’d fall for a monster? She deserved better.
And it wasn’t like I felt anything for her. Right? The thought triggered a sudden flutter of...something in my chest. She had no idea, but sometimes, while she was still sleeping, I’d just lie there drinking in her beauty: the silky pout of her lips, the way her copper hair spilled across the pillow like fire…
I crushed the feelings down inside. I was fond of the woman. That was all it was.
Work was no escape. It didn’t matter if I was in meetings, visiting a construction site or thrashing out the details of something less than legal with my brothers, I was thinking of her.
Like right now. I’d driven past the store even though it was way out of my way, just so I could check on her. But that wasn’t enough. I got out of my car and crossed the street, then crept closer until I could watch her through the window. As usual, the place was almost empty, just Bronwyn and one customer. The store wouldn’t last much longer if she didn’t get more people through the doors, and seeing the stress on her face every day… I scowled, and had to force the feelings back down again. Seeing her stressed...displeased me.
I heard breaking glass behind me and turned around, then stared in disbelief. Two guys had just smashed the side window of my Mercedes and were opening the door. Maybe I’d been stupid to leave a car like that unattended in this neighborhood, but it was broad daylight. They must be desperate.
I marched across the street towards them. They’d both gotten into the car and were so busy trying to start it, they didn’t see me until I was almost next to them. Then one of them glanced up and his jaw went slack in horror as he recognized me. “Oh holy fuck,” he whispered.
He looked about fifteen. The other one wasn’t any older and neither of them looked like they’d eaten in a week. “We didn’t know!” babbled the one in the passenger seat. He looked around at the broken glass, the wires they’d pulled out of the steering column. “Fuck. Fuck fuck fuck.” I saw him glance at his door, wondering if he could run for it before I could get around the car. But then he looked at his friend: he didn’t want to leave him.
I grabbed the first one, hauled him out by his shirt and slammed him up against the side of the car. I reached for my gun: I’d put a bullet in each of them and leave them on the street. Word would spread: those idiots tried to steal Radimir Aristov’s car.