Total pages in book: 74
Estimated words: 71651 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 358(@200wpm)___ 287(@250wpm)___ 239(@300wpm)
Estimated words: 71651 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 358(@200wpm)___ 287(@250wpm)___ 239(@300wpm)
I would let him do anything to me.
“Tell me,” Ori said, looking me in the eyes. His gaze was suddenly directly focused, doing that thing where I felt like he could see everything I was thinking.
And for fuck’s sake, he brought new meaning to the idea of bedroom eyes, because I swore he could get me on my knees just from that look alone.
“What do you mean?”
His palm found its way to the front of my chest, slowly dragging down until it landed at the base of my stomach.
All at once he shoved his open palm down the front of my shorts, landing on my cock and giving it a firm squeeze.
I moaned under his touch, leaning forward against him.
“Tell me what you want me to do,” he said. His eyes were still unrelenting, glinting under the string lights behind us in the yard.
I groaned as he slid his thumb over the precum on the tip of my cock, swirling it around under my shorts.
I swallowed past a tightness in my throat. “I want you.”
“How so?”
“All of it.”
“Use your words,” he said, his voice low and commanding in a way that turned me on so much it hurt.
“Fuck.”
He closed the gap between us again, claiming my mouth in a hungry kiss. He gripped around my cock, putting me deeper into the trance I’d been in all night.
You really are my whole world, I thought, melting against him in a final surrender after so many fucking years of resistance.
“You can say what you need,” he murmured, pulling away for a moment only to lean back in and bite my lower lip.
“God,” I said. “I need to be close to you. I’d let you do anything.”
“Do you mean that?”
A spark flared through me. “I want you to fuck me.”
Something flared in his eyes.
“You sure about that?”
“Want to fucking bet, Ori?”
I met his eyes now, just as steadfastly as he’d been looking at me.
I had to show him that I wasn’t afraid. Inside I was like a goddamn fireworks show of nerves and anticipation and I don’t fucking know what—but I was daring myself to not let him slip away.
Not again. Not right now.
For once, I needed to keep him with me.
“I told you I want it,” I said. “And I meant when I said I’ll do anything with you. I know you like giving as much as you like receiving. Remember all those times you told me about it?”
My heart was pounding as I watched his eyes travel up and down my face. “Didn’t think you even liked hearing those stories.”
“I liked knowing you knew how to show someone a good time,” I said. “You always sounded like you were good at it.”
“I do okay,” he said, with the undertone of someone who definitely does a lot more than okay.
Ori probably didn’t remember, but over the years he’d told me at least a handful of stories about guys who said he was their best fuck ever. He wasn’t exactly a heartbreaker, because he never pretended to be committed to them, but he was a… sexual heartbreaker.
Guys would beg him for just one more fuck pretty frequently, from what it sounded like.
I sucked in a deep breath of evening air as a breeze blew past, goosebumps breaking out on my skin. “So, I want to know.”
“You sure about that?”
“What do I have to do, write up a contract saying I want to be fucked by Ori Adams and sign it in front of you?”
He chewed on his lower lip, his eyes flaring wide.
The truth was slightly more scattered. I wanted him tonight more than I’d really ever wanted anything in my life, but there was also the fear. Fear of the unknown, in a way I’d never thought about before.
But the thought of his cock inside me did something to me that was a lot closer to a craving than anything else.
“You are going to drive me fucking crazy,” Ori said, a look of slight disbelief still on his face.
“Hope so,” I said, breaking away from him in one quick movement. He hummed at the loss of touch and truthfully, I felt it just as much.
I turned and strode back toward the house, grabbing the forgotten grilled chicken along the way. I went inside and popped it into the fridge for later, heading straight to the shower and putting the water on hot. I was moving quickly so Ori didn’t have time to wonder if I was suddenly going to enter some state of shock, deciding I didn’t want to get fucked by another man.
I was so far past caring about any of that now. I needed him to see that I was all in.
I was stripping naked as Ori rounded the corner into my master bathroom, his eyes going right to my cock.