Total pages in book: 100
Estimated words: 96249 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 481(@200wpm)___ 385(@250wpm)___ 321(@300wpm)
Estimated words: 96249 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 481(@200wpm)___ 385(@250wpm)___ 321(@300wpm)
Trev groans. “I could stand here and stare at you and that would be enough,” he says tightly.
“But you and I both know that’s not what I mean.”
Feeling bold and really wanting to do this for him, I take him into my mouth. I know the moment his restraint breaks. His head falls back and he palms the back of my head and begins to pump his hips.
“Fuck, Lynn. Just like that, darlin’. You can suck harder. Add a little pressure. Take me as deep as you can. Fuck,” he growls the last word between his teeth.
My mouth waters as I bob up and down his length. I’m proud of myself as I hear how affected he is. I want more.
I try taking him as deep as I can, but my eyes water before I can even get half in. He’s long, so I’m not surprised. I choke a bit and have to back off. My saliva covers him now.
I reach to stroke him the way I watched him do to himself. He twitches in my hands. I look up at him and he’s watching me with his lips parted.
I glance at his deep V and rock-hard abs. Phew, this man is a work of art. Seriously.
I bite my lip as I continue to work him. He leans to reach into the drawer on the side where he usually sleeps. I’m surprised when he pulls a box of condoms out.
Looking back into his eyes, I lift a brow. I was under the impression that he wasn’t ever going to go there. He searches my face for a second then smiles.
“I wanted to be prepared in case we got carried away,” he says as if in answer to my questioning brow.
“Good thinking.” I give a sage nod for him to continue.
He laughs and bends to peck my lips. Then he straightens and bites into the condom wrapper. I pout because I know he’s not going to allow me to finish.
I’m not too disappointed as the throbbing between my legs increases to a full-on heartbeat from just stroking and sucking him. Knowing he’s about to shove this heavy thing into me, I allow myself to take in the details.
The weight of his penis in my hands seems to become ginormous. My lips part and I knit my brows. Down here with it in my face, it’s very intimidating.
It’s not just thick-looking; it’s long. I get why it has always felt so heavy resting against me. Any time he’s gotten hard while we made out or while he’s brought me pleasure, I’ve felt it.
There’s so much hair around it, but a much darker blond than the hair on his head. I watch in awe as he places the condom over his length.
He rolls it on smoothly, reminding me this isn’t his first rodeo. Trevor has been with other girls and has had two years to learn more than I know—that is, if he only started at eighteen. I start to get nervous.
“What if I’m really bad at this?” I blurt out.
A frown comes to his face. He lifts me from my knees and walks me back until he’s climbing over me on the bed. He settles between my legs and leans on one arm as he reaches beneath my chin to lift my head with the other.
He waits until I make eye contact with him and looks me deep in the eyes. I fall right into his gaze. It’s like coming home.
“Today, we make love to each other; that’s all that matters. Allow my body to guide yours. Feel me as I feel you. If you don’t like something, tell me. Other than that, trust your instincts and follow mine,” he says then crushes his lips to mine.
I go with it. Trevor makes it so easy for me to relax. His hands and lips lull me into a sense of comfort and safety. I want this more than anything.
I’m trusting my heart. At the moment, it trusts him. So much so it feels like it’s trying to jump from my body to get to him.
He moves his lips to my neck and begins to kiss me there until I begin to laugh. His stubble is tickling me. I noticed earlier that he didn’t seem to have shaved today.
My laughs turn to moans as he sucks my skin into his mouth and palms my butt in his hands. He kneads my flesh and continues to suck and roll his tongue against my skin. I lock my fingers in his hair and tug.
“Trev, honey. Oh my God.”
He places my weight back down on the bed and gently places his on me as he relaxes in place between my thighs. Moving his lips back to mine, he cages my head between his arms. I run my nails down his back as he kisses me and grinds against me.