Total pages in book: 99
Estimated words: 91560 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 458(@200wpm)___ 366(@250wpm)___ 305(@300wpm)
Estimated words: 91560 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 458(@200wpm)___ 366(@250wpm)___ 305(@300wpm)
How does he know? Does he honestly have such little faith in me? That’s a stupid question. Of course he does. He has no faith in me at all, because he doesn’t think of me as anything more than a pawn. Something to be sold or traded. I’m not a person with wants or needs or dreams of my own. I’m an extension of him, like his arm or his leg. Although something tells me he would care more about one of his limbs than he does about me.
There’s no point in arguing right now. I need to figure out how I’m going to handle this, and begging isn’t going to make a difference. If anything, he’ll only be more determined the harder I beg.
There’s nothing for me to do but wrap my arms around myself and gaze out the window, watching the world fly past. That’s how I feel. Like the world is passing me by while I sit still. Right now, I can’t imagine things ever getting any better.
13
TUCKER
Itip the bottle up and take another healthy sip. The clear, cool liquid burns all the way down my throat and settles on my empty stomach with a heat I welcome. Tequila is not my favorite, but that’s all my parents had in their liquor cabinet. I’ll probably catch shit for taking their booze, but I’ll deal with that later. Right now, all I care about is getting drunk and forgetting about the one person I can’t seem to shake.
Maya has been on my mind constantly. She spreads through my thoughts like a cancer. The more I try to not think about her, the more I do. Why can’t I just forget about her?
Taking another sip, I lean back against the headboard of my bed. I’m such a fucking looser for sitting in my room at nine at night, drinking by myself while thinking about some chick who fucked me over years ago.
Worst of all, I had a half hard cock all day. I’m so fucking horny all the time, and my dick only seems to want one person, the one chick I should be staying away from.
I consider beating off again, but I already know it won’t be enough to scratch the itch. No, I need to fuck someone. I need my dick to be in a wet cunt, and I need it fucking now.
Taking my phone, I scroll through my contact list. Some of the girls’ names in my phone I don’t even remember. I keep scrolling until I stop at Tiana. She would be an easy lay. She would even come over here. I wouldn’t even have to leave the house.
My finger hovers over the call button.
Is this really what I want? Will Tiana do?
“Ugh.” I lock my phone and shove it back in my pocket. Tiana won’t do. I shake my head and place the tequila bottle on my nightstand. I swing my legs off the bed and get up on my feet.
I don’t even think about what I’m doing, my body on autopilot. I put my sneakers on and grab my car keys. Turning off the lights, I leave my room and make my way downstairs. I head straight for the front door.
When I’m outside, a nice breeze greets me. I suck in a deep breath and close the door behind me. I get in my car and start the engine. My tires squeal when I pull out into the road a little too fast, but I don’t care. I hit the gas pedal and speed down the neighborhood road fast enough for my body to be pushed into the seat.
I only slow down for the curves as I make my way out of the neighborhood and onto the highway, where I can really drive fast. I step on the gas and weave between cars.
My heart races, and my adrenaline spikes, heightening my senses and letting me hyper focus on the road. I feel like I’m a racer in a video game as I race through the streets. Horns blare at me from the other drivers as I barely miss someone by a few inches. I jerk my car back into the other lane, nearly ramming the guard rails in the process.
“Fuck,” I yell, hitting my steering wheel with my fist.
I slow down after my near collision and take the next off ramp. As I drive back to town, I try to decide where to go next. I could see what Carter is up to, but that wouldn’t help with me being horny, unless he has some chicks at his house, which isn’t out of the question, knowing him. I could still go to Tiana and have her blow me again, or I could go back home and jerk off for the millionth time.
While my mind is reeling, my body goes into autopilot again, and before I know it, I’m parked in front of Maya’s house.