Total pages in book: 34
Estimated words: 30353 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 152(@200wpm)___ 121(@250wpm)___ 101(@300wpm)
Estimated words: 30353 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 152(@200wpm)___ 121(@250wpm)___ 101(@300wpm)
However it was possible, it was absolutely lovely. Griffin was getting the nutrition he needed, while he got to bond with his father. Cedric and Asher both had lovestruck smiles on their faces as they looked down at their son.
Something stirred in me as I watched them. I was moved by the obvious love between them as they shared the special moment. I wanted a special moment like that with my Daddies; to bond and grow closer.
They had encouraged me to talk to them and tell them what I wanted and needed, so I stretched my neck up to whisper in Daddy’s ear, “I’d like to try that some day.” I couldn’t quite read his expression; his eyes were intense and his jaw was tight. I was worried that I’d upset him, or that he wasn’t interested, so I added quickly, “Unless you don’t want to. That’s okay.” They were so understanding about me not wanting to try diapers or different things, and I would never push for anything that they didn’t like.
But apparently, I wasn’t reading him right, because as soon as the statement left my lips, Daddy shifted beneath me and whipped his shirt off in one smooth movement.
I was stunned for a couple of different reasons; the first being the sight of his bare torso. Holy guacamole. Daddy’s chest and abdomen were smooth and rippled with mounds of muscle. His dark nipples looked mouthwatering against his tan skin.
But I was also surprised and nervous because Daddy stripped down and was inviting me to nurse right there in front of everyone. It was a big step for me, considering the day before, I wouldn’t dream of even telling anyone about my desires, let alone give into them publicly.
I took a look around the room and found that everyone was still engrossed in their own activities, not seeming bothered by what Daddy did. The only person who caught my eye was Cedric, who shot me a wink and gave a little nod. Whether he’d heard my request or just instinctively knew what I wanted, he was letting me know that it was okay; there was no judgment here.
I turned my attention back to Daddy, who gave me a kind smile and said, “It’s okay, sweet baby. Go ahead. Remember; you’re safe here.”
My heart pounded in my chest as I looked down at his chest again and licked my lips. As I inched closer, his nipple contracted into a bead, as if he was excited too.
I parted my lips and wrapped them around his pointed flesh. I took a deep breath through my nose and gave a gentle suck as Daddy cradled my head in the crook of his elbow.
Being soothed and held by Daddy was the most incredible thing I’d ever experienced, but something was still missing. It was easy to figure out; I needed Poppa too. So, I reached my hand out to him. But instead of taking it in his, Poppa also took his shirt off, and guided my hand onto his chest, right over his heart.
All at once, I felt complete. My Daddy had me wrapped in his strength, comforting me with his very body, and Poppa soothed me with the gentle, steady thump of his heart.
Nursing and snuggling was everything I hoped to experience from being little. It was the feeling I’d been searching for; contentment, safety, and security. But there was another emotion brewing inside me. I couldn’t speak for my Daddies, but on my end, it sure felt a lot like love.
I suckled on Daddy’s nipple while I stroked Poppa’s chest, allowing my newfound emotions to swell inside me and take me to a place of total relaxation. I was totally at peace with my Daddies.
I was free to be fully and genuinely myself, no matter what form it took. I was as happy when I was playing as I was having an ‘adult’ conversation; as comfortable nursing as I was eating a meal around the table with their friends. For the first time in my life, I was whole.
I closed my eyes and soaked it all in.
*****
Felix
I smiled down at Ant when his breathing slowed and evened out, and his gentle sucking stopped. He was sound asleep and so beautiful in this quiet moment.
“I love seeing you two like this,” Grady’s voice said from across the room. I looked up to find him beaming at me and Enzo. “Left on your own, you’re wild and brash, but you’re so caring with your mate.”
“He brings out the best in us,” I explained, running my fingers through Ant’s soft hair.
“He’s everything,” Enzo agreed. He picked Ant’s hand off of his chest and kissed his palm. It was an uncharacteristic display of sweetness, seeing as Ant wasn’t watching. He truly did bring out our tender sides.