Total pages in book: 111
Estimated words: 107453 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 537(@200wpm)___ 430(@250wpm)___ 358(@300wpm)
Estimated words: 107453 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 537(@200wpm)___ 430(@250wpm)___ 358(@300wpm)
“Hungry?” Dev asks, grabbing the menus from the table and distributing them before I can even answer.
I flip open the floppy, red menu, its plastic covering curling at the edges. But the menu is perfunctory. I know this kind of place like I know what colors to mix for a client’s balayage.
When the waitress swings by with a pot of coffee, she holds it up like it’s the holy grail. “Need a little pick-me-up? We make some fine coffee here if I do say so myself.”
Dev smiles, then scans her name tag. “It looks good, Beverly.” Ah, she’s the owner too. “But I’m guessing we’re gonna need a chocolate milkshake, a plate of fries, and some burgers.”
She shoots me a sympathetic smile, perhaps reading the situation too well, or just putting it together from the context clues of my outfit. “So that’s how it’s gonna be,” Beverly says to me, not at all unkindly.
While I appreciate her sympathy, I don’t deserve any more of it today. And I don’t want to food-wallow. “Actually, I’d love a veggie burger and a side salad, hold the tomatoes,” I say.
“That works too,” Beverly says, then writes down Dev’s chicken sandwich order—hold the bread—and Ledger’s omelet with spinach and mushrooms.
When she leaves, it’s clear there’s no more stalling. I hope they don’t think I’ve misled them. I hope they aren’t pissed. “Look, Aiden did say he wanted to just be friends. When I told you that in the bridal room,” I tell Dev, cycling back to my confession earlier, when he rescued me from the church, “that was true. But…”
The words lodge like marbles in my throat. They’re all mixed up with my dad’s wishes and my mom’s words and my parents’ hope for me. Your dad would be so happy for you. He always hoped you’d get back together with the one who got away.
The longer I dwell on the reasons I stuck around too long, the harder it’ll be to tell Dev and Ledger some of the truth. “The truth is…I was actually relieved when he broke it off,” I admit. My voice is shaky. “Right up until then, I’d been trying to find the guts to tell Ivy and Trina that something felt off all morning. I kept wondering if it was normal to feel so nervous. Like my dress didn’t fit. Like my clothes were all wrong.” Dev nods, a gentle sign to keep going.
“And when Aiden showed up ten minutes before…” I picture the groom opening the door, and relief washes over me all over again. I breathe a deep sigh, then look from one guy to the other, and say the words that have been stuck inside me all morning, all afternoon, and perhaps for a lot longer too. “I was grateful he was the one to do it. Because I wasn’t all in,” I say, my voice still unsteady as I confess it all. “You’re the first people I’ve told.”
“Yeah?” Ledger asks, not like he doubts me. More like he’s just shocked.
“I’m sorry,” I add as the awfulness crawls up inside me. “I didn’t say anything because I was just so shocked by the way Aiden left me. He said he wanted to fuck other people,” I say, bitter and hurt at the same time. “He said he didn’t want to marry me, but he still wanted to sleep with me. And he bought a plane ticket this morning to Miami, so he could move there and have sex with lots of people, apparently. He’s catching a flight tomorrow.” I hate how my voice threatens to break. I feel so stupid all over again. Which makes no sense since I was ready to tell my best friends my fears seconds before Aiden burst through the door. Still, I didn’t. I wince as I look at Dev, then Ledger. “And I let you just amuse me all day. You probably think I’m a—”
I hate saying the word. My parents raised me to be honest.
But Dev sets a hand on mine. “No.” His tone is strong, serious.
Ledger growls like a dog. “You’re not the villain in this story.”
“Aiden is,” Dev bites out. “Your fiancé bought a plane ticket this morning.” He sounds beyond incredulous. “Then he sat on that news for hours. He’s a bag of dicks.”
“I’m so fucking glad you didn’t marry him,” Ledger says, his jaw ticking with irritation, but his tone full of gratitude too.
I set my free hand on my chest, my shoulders relaxing. I was so terrified they’d be pissed. Or think I’d abused their trust. But I still feel bad. “I should have said something sooner. To you guys. To him.”
“Timing is everything,” Ledger says, like he’s been there himself. Dev shoots him a sympathetic look. Despite the way they tease each other relentlessly, I get the sense they look out for each other in a found family kind of way. Makes sense, since they’ve been friends forever, but it’s still nice to see. It does something to my heart—makes it feel kind of warm and fond for them.