Total pages in book: 103
Estimated words: 95147 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 476(@200wpm)___ 381(@250wpm)___ 317(@300wpm)
Estimated words: 95147 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 476(@200wpm)___ 381(@250wpm)___ 317(@300wpm)
“No, I did see everything you did; I more than appreciate it; it’s just that, I’m afraid.” She said the last bit in a whisper, and it broke my heart a little bit more. I could’ve kicked my own ass for not realizing how deep this thing was. Because I’m not an asshole, I never really understood the impact other people’s treatment had on her. I thought glaring onlookers into silence was enough, but what do I know?
The girl was willing to walk away from a good relationship because she was afraid that I might somehow wake up one day and realize that she wasn’t what I wanted because of her size. I’m not sure how that plays out in her head, but it was time that I took a deeper look, I guess because I’m pretty sure that this new wrinkle was steeped in that pedantic shit.
“What are you afraid of? Help me understand. I thought we had a good thing going; I was looking forward to a future together with more of the same.”
“Do you really mean that? You’re not just saying it to make me feel better?” I gave her a look that made her grin, and the band around my chest eased a little.
I cupped her cheek, and she inhaled softly, “Stephanie, my sweet, adorable girl, don’t you know how much I love you?” Her eyes widened, and I’m pretty sure she stopped breathing for a while, but I didn’t look away, didn’t take my hand away as I looked into her overflowing eyes. I was hoping with everything in me that she could read my eyes, that she could see the truth of my words reflected in them.
It didn’t matter, though, because I’d already made up my mind about the course I had to take. Maybe by baby number three, she’d get the message.
MACE
I’ve got to say, fucking for the sole purpose of breeding is a game changer. If I knew how hot that shit was before, I’d have tried it long ago. Then again, I’ve never wanted this with anyone else, never felt the overpowering need to share my seed with someone like I do with her.
Once the idea was planted in my head, I couldn’t not do it even if I wanted to change my mind because now my body wanted it, knew that it was the best damn thing ever. I could already envision a little one running around with her face and my mouth and her sweet disposition, and I wanted it.
Each stroke held purpose; each thrust of my hips sent my cock deeper, which I was convinced was needed if I wanted to breed her good and proper. What the hell do I know, I’ve never set out to breed a woman before, so I was just going on instinct here. And besides, once my mind was made up, it was as if my body had taken over and was hellbent on getting the job done.
I know some might frown on my seemingly underhanded tactics, but what the hell, I don’t care. The situation calls for it as far as I’m concerned, and it’s not like I haven’t thought the shit over. Okay, I’m talking out of my ass, trying to justify my actions, but what else can I do?
Whoever came before me has filled her head with a whole lot of meaningless bullshit that she, for whatever reason, as smart as she is, has taken to heart. Now I could spend the next five years or however long it takes to unpack all the damage the asshole ex has done, or I could knock that shit out of the park by being proactive. I choose to work smarter, not harder.
By the third time I emptied my balls inside her, I was feeling like job well done. She was panting and wheezing next to me in bed when I pulled out, her body still suffering from little aftershocks, and I wasn’t doing much better myself. It felt like someone had attached an electric prod to my nuts, and I’m pretty certain that I’d cum harder and more than at any other time in the past, including with her.
Something about riding her deep and knowing what my boys were up to make our lovemaking that much more potent, as if my body was on track with my mind and had only one purpose between them. This was different than all the other times I slipped and came inside her because, this time, it was intentional.
She didn’t seem to notice, or maybe it’s because this wasn’t the first time that I’d forgotten to wear a condom and offloaded inside her, but little did she know I was doing that shit purposely now and with intent. When the time comes, I’ll act surprised and ask some of the nonsensical questions men usually do in situations like that, but she wouldn’t know that I’ll be watching her for the signs long before then.