Total pages in book: 206
Estimated words: 192184 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 961(@200wpm)___ 769(@250wpm)___ 641(@300wpm)
Estimated words: 192184 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 961(@200wpm)___ 769(@250wpm)___ 641(@300wpm)
Startled, I looked up. The blinds were closed, so no one had seen us. But there was talking outside the window. A guy was talking on the phone. Tommy had been looking down at me with lust in his eyes but then that laughter made him snarl at the window. He took my hand to pull me up. “Upstairs,” he said and tried to tuck himself back into this pants. Clearly, things were far too awake down there to make that comfortable.
He thundered, “Fuck off away from my window, Dex!”
“Shit, sorry, Boss!” was the alarmed reply.
“Gimme two minutes, baby,” he whispered. “Get upstairs, get naked, and wait for me.”
He winked and I dashed off.
How on earth did I luck out like this? I was a diabolical, cold-hearted, sadistic prick. And this beautiful, sweet girl had been through so much shit with me in a few short weeks but yet she was declaring her love for me. Not only did she declare her love for me, but she was also making it her mission to take care of my needs, on her knees even. I had everything. Everything I wanted. I didn’t deserve it, but I was gonna fuckin’ take it.
I could see it in her eyes, the way she examined me, wondering if I was going to be approachable, the way she was careful and then took cues from my mood but still seemed to be the Tia I’d fallen for so far, mostly. She wasn’t 100% okay yet, but I could see that maybe, if I was smart about all this, she could be. I was a lucky sonofabitch. I just hoped I didn’t fuck it up by taking things too far with her.
I almost broke her the other night in the hotel room. It had to be divine intervention that the show I’d gotten talked into bringing her to was some kind of epiphany for her. I didn’t really wanna go to the show and subject her to Goldberg’s brand of kink, but being out in public, having her pretend we weren’t entrenched in the middle of our relationship falling apart…I guess I just wanted it to last a little longer.
When I saw what unfolded on that stage and how she reacted to it I didn’t know if it’d ruin her or bring her back from the cusp of breaking. It was like she understood a bit more about me, enough to help us move forward. Where we’d end up ultimately, who knew, but for now she was okay, it seemed.
When she declared herself mine, it had been the highest moment I could remember. Until she said she loved me, too. That had blown me away and made me want to make sure I never fucked up again. I knew I’d fuck up, though. The question was…how badly?
I tamed the beast momentarily by putting it away, and then went out and read Dex, who wasn’t new but who was new to the house security team, the riot act and then headed upstairs to get a blowjob from the girl I loved. That was another thing; she was going to give me something I knew couldn’t be easy for her after Mexico and I’d make sure she knew how much that meant to me.
Tia was on the bedroom floor naked, and not just on her knees but fucking bowed down, her elbows touching the carpet and her ass in the air. The laptop was on the bed so I strolled past her and lifted it off and put it on the nightstand.
“Baby,” I said, my voice gruff.
She rose up onto her knees and looked at me with huge eyes and a whole lot of what looked like fear on her face.
I stepped in front of her and put my hands in her hair. “I love you,” I told her.
“I love you, Tommy.” she said softly, making every nerve in my body come alive, and then her expression softened. She undid my pants and took my cock into her hand, kissed the tip and then slowly ran her tongue from the tip to my pelvis. Then she planted a kiss on my abdomen and then did the reverse, taking her tongue slowly back to the tip. She then proceeded to take half of my cock into her mouth while gripping below that with a tight fist.
She looked so fucking sexy, alternately closing her eyes and getting into it and looking up at me, like she was looking to see if she had my approval. It was like she was worshipping my cock, and it was beautiful to watch.
I didn’t want to come in her mouth, I wanted inside her and if I didn’t stop her, it’d be all over. So, after absorbing the feel of her mouth for another minute I leaned down and caressed her face before pulling out, taking her by the hand and guiding her to the bed.