Total pages in book: 14
Estimated words: 13605 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 68(@200wpm)___ 54(@250wpm)___ 45(@300wpm)
Estimated words: 13605 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 68(@200wpm)___ 54(@250wpm)___ 45(@300wpm)
But I’m probably reading something into nothing. Lots of people like the show. And I have heaps of straight guy friends. Maybe Beck is just a straight dude who wants to hang. Nothing wrong with that.
Don’t overthink this. Just be the mayor. “Want to watch it?” I ask in my best cool and casual voice.
Before he can answer, Bandit skids into the room, leaps onto the back of the couch, and jumps onto Beck’s lap.
The other quarterback scratches the kitten’s chin. “Hey there, little dude,” he says, then, without meeting my eyes, Beck says, “Let’s watch it, Jason.”
Not McKay.
Jason.
The back of my neck prickles. I find the remote behind a stack of books on the coffee table, and out of the corner of my eye, I can tell Beck’s watching me, looking at me.
I point the clicker at the flat-screen and turn on the streaming service, grateful to focus on the show. The soft light of dusk streams through the window. Curfew is a couple more hours away for him.
As the opening credits roll, I put the clicker on the cushion and settle into the couch. Beck looks cozy with my new kitten curled on his shoulder. “I told you. He’s part parrot,” he says, in a hushed tone, like he doesn’t want to disturb the kitty.
I don’t respond to his parrot comment. I don’t know what the hell to say.
I focus on the show. One of the characters leashes up her dog for a walk then bumps into the cute guy, Jamie, in the apartment lobby. If this were a date, I might remark on how absolutely fucking adorable Jamie is, and he might agree, but I zip my mouth closed.
When Jamie meets up with his work buddies later—two guys who just started dating each other—I keep quiet too and stare harder at the screen.
But out of the corner of my eye, I notice Beck looking at me. Then he swallows and darts his eyes away.
What the fuck is going on? My straight friends don’t steal glances at me when we watch TV. And I’m not going to check him out, no matter how soulful those brown eyes are.
Nope. Won’t go there. I am too much of a sucker for great eyes to even risk a peek.
I try to concentrate on Jamie and Zoe, Garrett and Carlos, but I’m too keenly aware of Beck on my couch, mere feet away. His can I ask for your help with the media request is suddenly loaded with new possibilities.
Midway through the episode, Beck clears his throat and rises, the kitten in his arms.
Oh, okay. I guess he’s done. That’s fine. If he’s taking off, that puts an end to my confusion. I kind of want him to go so I can stop wondering, but I don’t want him to leave either.
Ugh.
“Bathroom down the hall?” Beck asks.
Oh. He’s not going at all, so I get to stay confused. Great.
“Yup. Down the hall,” I repeat.
He bends closer and hands me the cat, his fingers brushing mine.
He did not just touch me intentionally. That was a cat handoff, that’s all.
As he heads away to the bathroom, I drag a hand through my hair, trying to process the shift in the mood—the date-like feel of the night, the way he’s giving off flirty vibes.
But then, I press the brakes.
I don’t know Beck from Adam. Don’t know his agenda, so it’s best to assume it’s truly just this TV show he’s staying for.
“I’m getting the distinct impression you have a crush on my dog.” The feminine voice from the TV show reconnects me to reality. Well, TV reality.
Shit. I didn’t even pause the show when Beck left. The clicker’s in the middle of the couch, so I scoot over and grab it, point it at the screen, and back up thirty seconds.
Beck returns to the living room, circling the couch. To get back to his seat, he has to go by me, and his dark eyes are on mine as he slinks past. “You stole my cat,” he says, his tone teasing, flirty, his eyes sparkling.
What is going on?
He sits down.
Closer to me.
He’s a whole cushion closer.
I don’t know what to do.
“Anything good happen while I was gone?” he asks.
I swallow, trying to form words. “I rewound it,” I say, stating the obvious since the screen is paused.
Then I hit play, and I do my damnedest to watch Unfinished Business. When Jamie and Zoe stop in the stairwell, I don’t move. I laser in on the screen. The kiss gets a little hot, a little heavy.
No idea what Beck is doing, and I refuse to peek, even when Bandit leaves my lap to curl up in his.
Lucky cat.
When the episode ends, I bet he’ll say thanks and take off. But once the credits roll, he clears his throat, takes a breath, then blurts out, “Want to watch another?”