Total pages in book: 82
Estimated words: 77269 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 386(@200wpm)___ 309(@250wpm)___ 258(@300wpm)
Estimated words: 77269 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 386(@200wpm)___ 309(@250wpm)___ 258(@300wpm)
“God, yes,” he said, obliging me immediately. He lay down on the soft shag rug in between the loveseat and the bed, his hair spilling out behind him, his cock so hard that it was standing straight up. I moved to grip both of his legs in my arms and pushed them up as I worked my way between them. I let his legs rest on either of my shoulders and lined my cock back up with his hole, slowly pushing back inside.
And fucking hell, it was at once the best idea I’d ever had and the stupidest—because in this position, there was no way I was going to last.
“There we go,” I said, staring down into his eyes now as I caught my breath, slowly thrusting into him again. “Now when you come it’ll be all over your stomach, and my hand. We saved your loveseat, T.”
My little joke brought a big, beautiful smile to his face. He bit his lower lip, his eyes dancing from my eyes to my lips and then down my torso.
“You’re the hottest fucking man I have ever been with,” he said.
“Touch yourself while I fuck you,” I said in a deep growl. “I want to watch you come while I lose it inside of you. I am way too goddamn close, Theo.”
“I want you to come inside me,” he said, and I watched as he did as I said, gripping his cock and starting to stroke as I fucked him.
He was so beautiful. So willful, and yet also totally down to trade off on which one of us was pushy or commanding at any time.
He was my equal, and yet we could each learn so much from one another’s differences. I was having the most fun I’d ever had with a partner, and I knew that both of us felt safe and cared for.
I was falling for Theo, hard and fast, and I was lucky enough that this incredible person was falling for me, too.
“Fuck, it’s so good—” Theo uttered, his eyelids dropping as he began to clench around my cock. “I’m going to come, Roman—”
“I’m going to fucking come inside you, too,” I said, my voice breathless as I felt it crashing down around me. I let myself lose control. I stopped pushing off the inevitable and let myself watch him, let myself push as deep into him as I could.
I came in waves, losing all semblance of myself.
The only thing that mattered was the feel of his warm skin, his tightness, his absolutely perfect moans as he came, too, painting white all over his stomach and hand.
“Fucking perfect,” I managed to whisper, even though my brain was somewhere up in the stratosphere.
“Jesus.”
“Is—is this what sex is supposed to be like?” I murmured as I came back to Earth slowly, like I was on a blissful parachute floating back down from the sky.
He hummed happily. “I know, right?”
“It’s perfect. You’re perfect. I’ve never lost myself like that. I’ve never felt so fucking goddamn turned on.”
“I am so glad you liked it.”
“Liked it?” I asked, finally opening my eyes from their half-lidded state. I slowly slid out of Theo, slipping out of the condom and tossing it into the trash nearby. “Theo, that was the best I’ve ever felt.”
“It does sort of feel like we were made to do this, doesn’t it?”
I smiled serenely, running the back of my hand down his sweaty torso.
“You are so beautiful. Come rinse off with me and then let’s dive into bed?”
“God yes,” he said.
We got into his big shower. He turned the lights to something called “night mode,” so the shower lighting was almost like candlelight, glowy and amber and relaxing. He washed me and then I returned the favor before we dried off and slid into bed.
“It still feels surreal,” I said softly as I held him close against my body, my arm wrapped around him. “Even just lying down here with you feels like something better than I’ve ever had.”
“This was certainly the most surreal day of my entire life,” he said, and I stroked my fingers through his hair. “I’m more than a little overwhelmed. I wish I could… I wish I could just erase the memory of the whole last year, and start fresh, now. With you.”
He said the last two words quietly, as if he was still unsure if I’d want to hear it. It broke my heart a little, but I understood why.
It was my own fault, after all. I had been the one to push back against this for so long. I’d pushed away the most beautiful feeling I’d ever experienced, because it had felt too good to be true. But here I was, with him in my arms. There was no way I could deny it now.
“I can’t even imagine,” I said. “Theo, I know it might take a while before things feel anything close to normal, for you. I know the actual threat is gone, but you went through something massive. It’s going to take time to heal.”