Total pages in book: 62
Estimated words: 56462 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 282(@200wpm)___ 226(@250wpm)___ 188(@300wpm)
Estimated words: 56462 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 282(@200wpm)___ 226(@250wpm)___ 188(@300wpm)
Hmmm. Just the thought of watching him making himself come does wicked things to me.
“Fuck. Is it too late to wish I could see the way you fuck yourself?”
A wicked grin stretches across his face, and the way his eyes shimmer with happiness is enough to keep me fulfilled for the next twelve months without him. “I think I can make time for that.”
A laugh bubbles up my throat, but before the sound can fly out of me, I grab Nick and pull him back in until his lips are firmly against mine. He kisses me deeply, his tongue swiping through my mouth as his hand slides up my waist, not stopping until he’s reached the curve of my breast.
He pulls the cup down just enough for my nipple to peek out the top and the way he takes it between his skilled fingers and gently rolls it sends pulsing shots of electricity right down to my core.
I crumble in his strong arms, my whole body falling to pieces around him as everything that I am becomes his. I wasn’t sure during the year if I was actually falling for this man or if it was all in my head, but having him here in the flesh, I know for sure. I am unequivocally in love with him.
He takes me deep, and I cling to him with a need that makes my heart race faster than it ever has. “Nick,” I pant.
“I know,” he tells me, his voice so soft, so sure. Then as it becomes all too much, I detonate again, only this time, Nick is right there with me, shooting hot spurts of cum deep inside me.
His fingers tighten on my body as he comes, and I hold him closer, crying out in absolute ecstasy. My orgasm pulses through me, claiming every single inch of my body, right through to my fingers and toes, and I can’t help but throw my head back against the wall as I shatter like glass.
Nick doesn’t stop, his thick cock moving in and out of me in long, determined thrusts, and I know without a doubt that he feels the way my pussy convulses around him.
God, I’ve needed this so much.
A deep groan rumbles through his chest, and the sound of his pleasure is enough to set me alight all over again. “Holy shit,” I pant, as he drops his forehead to my shoulder, taking deep breaths as we both start coming down from our high.
“You can say that again,” he says, and as a proud smirk stretches across my lips, I make a point to squeeze my walls and laugh at the way he groans again. “Fuck, baby. You’re going to be the reason I fall to my knees.”
“You have no idea how okay I am with that.”
Nick laughs and shifts his hands to my ass before pulling me away from the wall. The slight movement causes him to shift inside me, making my sensitive body jolt. He walks us over to my kitchen and places my ass down on the counter before gently pulling himself free.
He takes the slightest step back before bracing his hands against the counter and caging me in, his dark stare locked so firmly on mine. “I’m fucking serious, Mila. You’ve got no idea how desperately I’ve craved everything you are this year. Walking away from you last December fucking destroyed me. I don’t know how I’m supposed to do it again.”
“Then don’t.”
“It’s not that easy, Mila. I’m in love with you. Have been since I was eight years old,” he tells me, making my heart run a million miles an hour as his hand shifts to my bare thigh. “I know you wanted clarity about you and me and how all of this is supposed to work, but I really don’t know how I’m supposed to give you that. All I can tell you is that I’ve been yours since before I can fucking remember.”
I nod, my fingers dancing across his chest and down to his hand on my thigh. “I love you, too.”
He holds my stare a moment longer before dipping his head toward mine and kissing me again, and this time, it’s different from earlier. It’s not the hungry need of two people desperate to come alive. It’s almost a heartbroken kind of kiss, both of us knowing that this thing between us can never go anywhere further than this, despite how we feel for each other.
Not wanting to kill the mood of our one night together, I slowly pull back and place my hand against his warm chest. “I believe you have a list of wishes that require marking off.”
A stupid grin pulls at the corner of his lips, and he wastes no time pulling the printout of wishes from his pocket before handing it to me. I quickly scan over it, realizing he’s already ticked a few boxes. “Wow, you’re certainly not wasting any time,” I tease before glancing around my kitchen in search of a pen. “Looks like January, March, and November are already out of the way.”