Total pages in book: 133
Estimated words: 132332 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 662(@200wpm)___ 529(@250wpm)___ 441(@300wpm)
Estimated words: 132332 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 662(@200wpm)___ 529(@250wpm)___ 441(@300wpm)
Carla sniffs and stands. She spots Lilly by the bar and joins her. Poor Lilly.
“Z asked us to behave.” I slap my hand over my mouth. “Damn.”
Hope chuckles and sits next to Charlotte. “Surely there must be another crooked doctor between here and Union looking to make some extra cash?”
“It’s not like we can put an ad on LinkedIn.” Charlotte bumps Hope’s shoulder. “How would that read? Outlaw MC seeks unethical but competent doctor to stitch bullet wounds and other assorted injuries?”
“Excellent pay but no benefits,” Hope snickers.
Exhaustion and tension from the night seem to send them into a fit of giggles. After everything I’ve seen and done tonight, their laughter is the best medicine in the world.
Rock joins us and rests his hand on Hope’s shoulder. “Something funny, baby doll?”
“I think they’re just tired,” I answer. “Everyone responds to stress different. Laughing is their coping mechanism.” The corners of my mouth twitch. “Yours is threatening to punch me.”
“That’s not a stress response,” Rock growls. His expression softens as he runs his hand through Hope’s hair. “Are you all right? Did she say something to you?”
“Who?” Hope blinks up at him.
Fatigue overwhelms me. I should’ve done what Rock did and run upstairs to take a shower. Rinse the filth that followed me home down the drain.
I curl my hand around Charlotte’s and push myself to the edge of the couch. “I’ll get an infection waiting around for the doctor.” I stand, tugging Charlotte up with me. “I’m going upstairs. Doc should see Rooster before he sees me, anyway.”
Rock nods and holds my gaze. “That’s a good idea.”
Medical concerns are the last thing chasing me up the stairs.
I desperately need Charlotte’s sunshine to wash away the darkness of the night.
To burn all my sins away.
CHAPTER FORTY-EIGHT
Charlotte
Whatever happened tonight weighs heavily on Marcel. I follow him upstairs, holding his hand tight.
In all of my relief and joy to have my brother back, I didn’t stop to consider what Marcel might have done to get Carter back.
I’d asked him to kill. And he came home bloody.
At the door to his old room he hisses in a sharp breath. I rest my hand on his back. “Are you okay?”
“Yeah.” He pushes open the door and we step inside. I reach for the overhead switch but he stops me. “Don’t.”
“I need to look at you.”
He tilts his head toward the bathroom. “I’ll clean up in the shower.”
“All right.” I reach up, gingerly slipping his cut off his shoulders. “Let me take care of this.” I turn and search the open closet for an empty hanger, draping the leather over it and dropping it over the metal bar. My eyes quickly scan the rest of the closet’s contents. A few T-shirts. A flannel. A pair of jeans. Boots. At least neither of us needs to run home to grab any clothes.
When I turn around, he’s still rooted in the same spot. Watching me.
“Come on.” I hold out my hand and he takes it.
In the bathroom, he drops onto the closed toilet lid and starts unlacing his boots. I slide the shower door open and flip on the hot water. When I return to Marcel’s side, he’s only managed to take his shoes and socks off.
“Where are the gloves you wore?” I ask.
He blinks up at me. “Incinerated.”
“Good.” I glance at his long-sleeved shirt and cargo pants, wishing he’d been able to burn those too. Although, driving home naked probably would’ve gotten him pulled over rather fast. “Kevlar?”
“In the truck.”
“I’ll grab it later. We’ll detail your truck tomorrow.” I lift my fingers, gesturing for him to put his arms up. “Hope you’re not attached to this shirt.” I grip the hem and tug it over his stomach. He lifts his arms, allowing me to draw it over his head.
“No.” He curls his hands around my hips, drawing me closer and rests his forehead against my stomach. I run my fingers through his hair, waiting for a sign he’s ready to continue. After a few heartbeats, I shift my hands lower, kneading his tight muscles.
“Let me see.” I push his shoulders.
He flicks his gaze to mine. Regret or pain flashes in his teal eyes.
“Do you want to talk about it?” I ask.
“Not really. It was rather straightforward. Not the worst—” He snaps his mouth shut.
I rest my finger under his chin. “You don’t have to hide any part of yourself from me. Nothing will ever change how I feel about you.”
“I’d rather not make you an accomplice after the fact,” he says in his usual blunt tone.
“Don’t forget our attorney-client privilege.” I wink at him. Then more seriously, I ask, “Is South of Satan going to be a future problem?”
“Not the Bennington, Vermont chapter.” He runs his hands through his hair. “Well, depends on what happens when their old president and his crew get out of prison.”