Provocative (White Lies Duet #1) Read Online Lisa Renee Jones

Categories Genre: Alpha Male, Contemporary, Erotic, Suspense Tags Authors: Series: White Lies Duet Series by Lisa Renee Jones
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Total pages in book: 89
Estimated words: 83912 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 420(@200wpm)___ 336(@250wpm)___ 280(@300wpm)
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Inhaling, I turn to face him, and I don’t use his jacket to cover myself. I let it gape open, my lower body exposed. He’s leaning one broad shoulder on the wall just inside the archway that encases the hall, directly in front of me. “I thought you weren’t running from me, Faith?”

“I told you. I’m not running from you, or you wouldn’t be here.”

“Then why am I over here and you’re over there?”

“That’s your choice, not mine.”

“Is it?”

“Yes,” I say, shrugging out of his jacket and tossing it on a brown stool in front of the fireplace, a fluffy cream-colored rug beneath it. Exposed now for Nick’s viewing, I straighten, a silent command from me to him that he look at me, but he does exactly what I expect—what any true dominant would do—and that’s not what I’ve bid. His gaze is fixed unwaveringly on my face. His way of telling me that he is in control, that he looks and touches at his own inclination, as will I. It’s simply his way, a part of who he is, and even a huge portion of what turns me on about him. But my mind flashes back to a time when another dominant was in my life. When I was naked and exposed, tied up. Submitted, and it was pleasure, and then it wasn’t anymore. And that has nothing to do with Nick and everything to do with my choices and my own self-discovery. I am not a submissive, but I want this man who will want that of me, and I do not understand it, or myself, right now.

Certain Nick is going to read my trepidation, if that is even what I’d call it, I need something to fill the room other than him and my hyped-up, crazy energy. Ruling out the television behind me above the fireplace, I decide on music and quickly walk to the artsy, built-in entertainment center in the corner. Once I’m there, facing a portion of the dozen shelves that gradually get shorter and smaller as they climb the wall, I can feel Nick move again. God. I can feel him just like he said he could me, even when he’s not touching me, which is exactly why he is nothing like my past. Nothing made me feel this then. No one made me feel this.

I reach for the CD player and hit power and then play, knowing that it contains a CD of random downloaded music that is about as eccentric as the taste he described in the car. Music fills the air, an Ed Sheeran song, and with another deep breath, I rotate, finding Nick sitting on the ottoman to one of the chairs, angled toward me. And while sitting might seem a submissive position, it’s not. It’s him watching me. It’s him on the throne of power, while I stand in front of him. Which is exactly why I sit down on another stool I keep by the shelf, meant to reach the books on the bottom row now behind me. And I do so with my knees primly pressed together, aware that while my lower belly, legs, and thigh highs are exposed, I’ve denied him a view of what’s in between.

Our eyes lock and hold across the small space of several feet, separating us, a challenge in the air, which I’ve created by choice this time. Can he make me submit? But it’s not a real question. We both know he can. And I don’t have to fear that is all there will be between us, that he will think he can bend my will every moment he’s with me. There is only this moment, this night.

The song skips, and just when I fear I’ll have to break this spell with Nick and change it, it changes on its own to an old nineties hit: Marcy Playground, “Sex and Candy,” and that’s exactly the lyrics that fill the air: I smell sex and candy here. Who’s that lounging in my chair?

Nick arches a brow at the rather appropriate words and says, “Sex and candy?”

My hands press to the cushion on either side of me. “Sometimes, you just need sex and candy.”

“Indeed, you do,” he agrees, leaning forward, his forearms on his knees, his sleeves rolled up to expose several tattoos I cannot make out, and I don’t try. Not when his piercing gaze lingers on my face, and the song continues with: Yeah, mama, this surely is a dream.

“And there she was,” he says, his blue eyes burning with that dark lust we share. “Like double cherry pie,” he adds, followed by the command of, “Open your legs, Faith.”

My breath hitches, and I don’t know what happens. I want to do it. I plan to do it, but nerves erupt in me like I’m some inexperienced schoolgirl. I’m not a schoolgirl, nor am I suppressed or reserved sexually. I didn’t get raped. I don’t fear or dislike sex. And yet I haven’t had it in a very long time. And my heart is racing again, or maybe it never stopped; my mouth is dry. So very dry. Somehow, I’m standing without consciously making that decision and I’m darting toward the connecting kitchen. I enter the archway, open the stainless-steel fridge, and grab a bottle of water. I open it and start guzzling.


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