Total pages in book: 62
Estimated words: 60852 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 304(@200wpm)___ 243(@250wpm)___ 203(@300wpm)
Estimated words: 60852 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 304(@200wpm)___ 243(@250wpm)___ 203(@300wpm)
The heartbreak, though, is something I don’t think I can ever get over.
Because, he is the love of my life, and I don’t know how I’m supposed to do this without him.
I’ll find a way, even if it kills me.
For Max.
1 - Janine
“EW, MUFF,” ADDISON calls out, her hand launching into the air and spilling her beer down her arm as she chastises our public display of affection.
I can’t say I blame her—when Muff and I are together, it’s like the world explodes.
I never thought he would be the man I ended up with, but here we are. Months after I finally escaped the clutches of my husband Derek and the club he was involved in, I found myself together with this incredible man. I knew I liked him from the very second I met him. Muff has this personality that just draws you in, and when my eyes locked with his, I knew that, somehow, I would make him mine.
It didn’t take long for him to feel the same, and here we are, together, happy, a family. He’s the father of my child, the stepfather to my daughter, and he gives me a life I could have only ever dreamed of. Not a single second goes by that I’m not grateful I ended up with him.
Spike often tells me how happy it makes him to see Muff settle down. He was always the lone ranger, and from what I’ve heard, he hasn’t been with a woman since he has been part of the club, so it’s quite the honor to be the first he decided was worthy enough to take his heart. He’s the best person in my life.
We don’t have many nights out alone, not since Max was born, but when we get the chance, we take it. Tonight is one of those chances. My mom came and took Ebony and Max, so we got together with the club and came down to the bar, and I don’t plan on leaving anytime soon.
Judging by the way Muff is running his hands over my body, his mouth on my neck as we dance to the music, he isn’t planning on going anywhere, either. Oh no, he’s promising to make this night a memorable one. His hand slips beneath my shirt as he moves behind me, his cock pressing against my bottom as we sway to the music. He wants me, and oh, do I want him.
The way he smells tonight, the way he looks, it’s all enough to send me over the edge. I can’t get enough of him, and I don’t shy away from ensuring he knows that. With every aching second, I press my body into his, begging for more. His hand gliding over the bare skin of my belly is enough to make me wet. I want him to fuck me, but I also love the build up and am enjoying having his attention solely on me.
“Don’t be jealous, princess,” Muff calls out to Addison, no doubt flashing her the shit-eating grin he is so well known for.
“At least get a room,” she scoffs, grinning as she spins back toward Ciara and Serenity.
“What do you think, angel?” Muff murmurs into my ear. “Should we find a room?”
“Soon,” I whisper, my skin prickling as his fingertips glide over my flesh. “I think the buildup is rather enjoyable right now.”
“You know when I get you alone, I’m going to spend so fuckin’ long on that sweet pussy that you’ll be begging me to stop.”
I shiver.
It’s safe to say Muff lives up to his name when it comes to eating a woman out. I cannot even begin to find words that would describe just how incredible it is to have him between my legs. His tongue is wicked, and he knows how to use it. The things he does to me are out of this world, and I could spend the rest of my life happily relishing in Muff’s expert tongue.
“Stop teasing me,” I mewl. “I want to have a few drinks before you whisk me away, but you’re making that hard.”
“Come on then, Jaybird—” he slides his hand from my belly “—let’s drink so that I can spend the rest of the night buried in you.”
God.
He’s a devil.
He takes my hand and tugs me toward the table where everyone is sitting, drinking, and talking. We join in effortlessly, and Muff goes to the bar and gets us some drinks. While he’s gone, Spike leans over the table, a wicked grin on his face. “I’ve got a place you two might just like.”
“Spike,” Ciara says as she slaps his arm. “Don’t give away our secrets.”
“Do tell.” I grin, winking at Ciara.
“A club,” Spike drawls, “where you can watch other people fucking.”
My eyes widen. “Seriously?”
“It’ll blow your fuckin’ mind.”
Ciara nods in agreement.