Total pages in book: 74
Estimated words: 71054 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 355(@200wpm)___ 284(@250wpm)___ 237(@300wpm)
Estimated words: 71054 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 355(@200wpm)___ 284(@250wpm)___ 237(@300wpm)
He kissed the center of my chest. “Try to hang on.”
My voice was hoarse. “I will.”
When he reached behind my balls, I held my breath. The cool lube from his fingers made me shudder as he inched toward my rim. “This’ll make it easier.”
“Kiss me,” I begged, and he sealed our mouths together.
I shamelessly rocked against him as his finger circled my hole because it felt so good, like I was burning up from the inside.
“Still okay?” Ellis asked against my throat.
“Yeah,” I whispered. “But the anticipation is killing me.”
“I just don’t want to hurt you.”
“You won’t. I wanna feel you inside me.”
He blew out a shaky breath. “Fuck, Nolan. I do too.”
I thought about the guy in the video and the pure bliss on his face. Turned out, reality was way different. When Ellis’s fingertip breached my hole, I winced. It felt foreign and uncomfortable, like I needed to expel it from my body. There had to be something we were missing, so I waited.
Ellis watched me closely as he seesawed his finger in and out, and I’d admit, it seemed better after another minute. But also strange. Like too much yet not enough, and I still didn’t know how I felt about it until— “Holy fuck!” He’d rubbed something inside me that made all my hair stand on end.
Ellis’s eyes widened. “That’s your prostate.”
“No fucking way.” It certainly felt like nothing I’d experienced before. “Touch it again.”
So he did, and I trembled all over from the sensation.
And now it got interesting as he thrust in and out of my ass, hitting that same spot every time, until my entire body was thrumming, all the blood seeming to rush straight to my groin.
And Ellis was no better. His cock swelled, and precome dribbled against his stomach. “You’re enjoying this too.”
“I am.” He winked. “Want me to try two fingers?”
“Yeah.” And just like the first finger, it felt like pressure, an intrusion, until I got comfortable around his fingers. “I can’t believe how good it’s starting to feel…” I squirmed in his lap as he rubbed my prostate. “If you keep doing that—” I arched my back as Ellis’s hand circled my cock. “Oh fuck…that’s too good.”
Bobbing his fist with one hand while rubbing my prostate with the other…I was done for. Jizz spurted between us as I shuddered through my release.
I slumped against him as he carefully removed his fingers and kissed my head. “Damn, that was hot.”
I was completely spent, but I still wanted to make him feel good. After catching my breath, I reached between us to fist his shaft, using my seed as lube.
“Hell yes.” His hand wound over the top of mine, and we pumped him together. A minute later, his come mixed with mine on his stomach. He tugged me against him, kissing me and tangling our tongues together.
“I liked that—having you inside me. I never would’ve thought that possible. So maybe that means we should try…?”
“Fuck, Nolan. The idea of having my cock inside you…” He shivered. “But I think we should practice more of this.”
He was right. I was getting ahead of myself. “Sounds like a plan.”
22
Ellis
It was Thanksgiving, and I was helping my stepdad carve the turkey while Mom placed all the side dishes on the table. This year it was just the three of us, and that was fine by me because going over to my cousin’s house would feel overwhelming. They would all ask about the robbery and my love life, and I had no desire to discuss any of it.
Not when I was feeling this ache in my chest that Nolan and I couldn’t spend the holidays together. We never did as friends, and now that things were changing between us, I wasn’t sure whether to broach the subject with him.
Because we weren’t dating, even if it felt like we were. Except we hadn’t put a name to what we were doing, and it felt more tenuous with each passing day. How long would it be before it became too much for Nolan?
The intimacy was amazing and unlike anything I’d experienced. With my ex, I liked trying out new positions during sex, but with Nolan, it was a whole other level. Watching him get off from just using my fingers felt surreal but powerful.
My cell buzzed with a text, as if he knew I was thinking about him.
Have a good day and say hi to your parents. Don’t stuff yourself too much.
You too. See you tonight.
Can’t wait.
We had our usual weekly gig despite it being Thanksgiving night. But by that time, we’d be finished with family obligations anyway and could sneak off to play. The town came alive during this time of year. Though the college kids cleared out for the holidays, others came into town and wanted to be out.