Total pages in book: 155
Estimated words: 146392 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 732(@200wpm)___ 586(@250wpm)___ 488(@300wpm)
Estimated words: 146392 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 732(@200wpm)___ 586(@250wpm)___ 488(@300wpm)
“I’ve always wanted you.” Though not like this. She wanted him inside her more than she wanted to breathe.
He cradled her against his chest. “I’ve never wanted anything more than I want to be with you. In every way. No matter what happens between us, you should know that is true.” He sat on the big bed, forcing her to sit up as he moved in close. He unwrapped the ropes that bound her hands, freeing her. “Undo my leathers.”
He thought she could think long enough to follow orders? She was going to see him naked. They were going to be naked together in the same room at the same time. She forced her shaking hands to go to the ties of his leathers while he tossed aside his vest.
Her eyes caught on his chest. Such a freaking beautiful chest. Her head came up, staring at him, and she placed a hand there, feeling his silky-smooth skin and a light dusting of hair covering all those muscles.
A low rumble came from his chest. “I should spank you, but when you look at me like that I feel… Fuck, baby. I’ve never felt as good as I do when you look at me like you could eat me up. I want to feel like this every day. I want to feel how much you want me because I want you.”
Sweet words, and she loved the way his hand moved over her hair, stroking it back as she leaned forward and pressed a kiss to his chest. He smelled so good. Like soap with the faintest hint of arousal. Or that could be her. Their scents were mixing and mingling until there was no him or her. Only their. Only us.
She worked her way down to the ties on his leathers and managed to get them undone, his cock springing free. Hard and long, his cock was as perfect as the rest of TJ. She couldn’t help herself. All of the protocols of D/s were out the window, and while she might lie to herself in the morning, she wasn’t playing a role. She wasn’t his sub. She was simply, in this moment, his. Lou took his cock in her palms, getting the feel of all that aching hardness covered with the sweetest silk. TJ’s lean hips pressed forward, forcing her to stroke him.
“Harder, baby,” he commanded.
She squeezed with gentle but firm pressure and felt him get even harder in her hand. A bead of arousal seeped from his cockhead and she started to lean over, wanting to take him in her mouth.
He growled and pressed her back against the mattress. “I won’t last. I want inside you tonight. I want us to be together. Spread your legs for me.”
She backed up and did as he commanded, spreading herself wide while he kicked out of his boots and pants. He was so beautiful. She’d always known he would be, but reality far exceeded her expectations. Or maybe when she’d thought of him before it had been as her sweet, supportive boyfriend and nothing more. When she’d thought of him before, she wasn’t looking at him down her own body, waiting for him to crawl on top of her and shove his cock in. She would have been perfectly shocked had anyone suggested it. But now it felt right. It felt primal and real and like what they’d been born to do—fit together in every way.
“You’re so fucking gorgeous, baby.” He reached over and grabbed a condom, rolling it on his cock with shaking hands. He stroked himself as he stared down at her. “And there is no going back. This is the point of no return. You can run from me if you want, but it’s you and me in the end.”
He covered her body with his, and she wrapped herself around him. Lou took a long breath in as she felt his cock at her pussy, starting to penetrate.
“Hold on to me. Dig your nails in, baby. I’ll love having that mark on my skin,” he whispered as he pulled out and then invaded another inch.
Lou tilted her hips, forcing him deeper inside her. “Don’t hold back. I want you as much as you want me.”
His jaw clenched, and a savage groan came from his throat as he pushed forward, stroking inside her until there was nothing more she could take.
Her heart threatened to stop as he dropped his head to hers. “I love you, Lou.”
Tears threatened because it was all she’d ever wanted and nothing she could trust.
“I’ll show you. I’ll make you believe,” he promised then kissed her before twisting his hips and rubbing his pelvis over her clit.
He pulled out and plunged back in, his cock filling her and stroking hard, making her body start to pound with anticipation. Something was happening. Something that hadn’t happened before. Sex had been fine, pleasurable even, but nothing compared to this feeling.