Total pages in book: 155
Estimated words: 146392 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 732(@200wpm)___ 586(@250wpm)___ 488(@300wpm)
Estimated words: 146392 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 732(@200wpm)___ 586(@250wpm)___ 488(@300wpm)
She bit her bottom lip, looking at him like she’d never seen him before. “I guess I didn’t think about D/s when it came to us. I guess I didn’t think about sex beyond it meant we would be together.”
“You didn’t think about your own pleasure. You didn’t think about what me topping you might give you.”
She shook her head. “I guess I didn’t think you could top me.”
Ah, now they were making progress. He tightened his grip and heard a gasp puff from her mouth. “See, baby, you saw us making love, quickly and in the dark, and then me holding you all night. I’ll do that last part, and it won’t be some reward for pleasing me sexually. I want to hold you. I want to wrap myself around you and sleep like a fucking baby because I’m finally home. But before that I want to fuck you. I want to fuck your mouth and your pussy, and I want to fuck your ass one day. We have to build up to that, but I’m going to so enjoy watching you when I work a plug in there.”
“TJ.” She sounded scandalized.
“I’ll give you time, but you’ll want it eventually. There won’t be a part of you I haven’t touched with my hands and mouth and cock. You want my fantasy? It’s you. This you. I’ve loved you Lou, but I fell in love with this you, with the one you hide from the world. I want all of you, but here I want that alpha bitch who took out the guard and coolly moved on to the next part of her mission. I want to give her a place to relax. I want to reward her with pleasure like nothing she’s ever had before, but I also want her to trust me enough to submit, to turn off that big brain and let herself feel.”
Her eyes had gone soft. “I think I want that, too.”
“With a Dom? Any Dom?” Maybe he would push her.
“With you, Sir. Only you. I wouldn’t trust anyone else. I’ve never seriously been topped. I want to experience it. I know you think I went on with my business after taking that guard out, but I didn’t feel right again until you spanked me.”
“And you got put in a dangerous situation today. You need someone to take you out of your head, Louisa. You should understand that I won’t let you stew. Even if we say this is only for the club, if I see you struggling, it won’t matter. I’ll take you somewhere private and deal with the situation. I’ll be discrete, but I’ll fuck you calm, baby. And I will get you a collar before the next time we walk into this club.”
“Whoa, Lou. You look hot. Hey, I heard something’s going down tonight. TJ, is it true you two are like undercover and shit?”
TJ turned and saw Lucas Taggart standing in the hallway, a grin on his face like all the world was his fucking stage or something. Normally he loved his cousin. Now all he could do was release Lou’s hair and get in Lucas’s space. “Keep your fucking voice down. Do you understand what it means to our cousins if you give away vital information when we have foreign operatives running around? We’ve talked about this, known eventually we would probably use this club, and we all agreed to take it seriously.”
Lucas’s eyes widened, and he held up his hands. “Shit, man. Sorry.”
“TJ, he’s only asking questions.” Lou stepped beside him, and he expected her to take Lucas’s side. She would lecture him on how he needed to be polite and shit. Then her voice went cold, and her inner alpha bitch made an appearance. “Questions that could get one of us killed. Is that what you want to do, Lucas?”
Lucas’s voice went low. “Sorry. I was… I’ll keep my mouth shut. But you really do look hot, Lou. Like damn, baby. When you’re done with the undercover…”
That was when TJ had enough. He put his hand around his cousin’s throat and shoved him up against the wall. Lucas might be one of America’s up and comers in the cooking world, but TJ knew how to kill a man with his hands, and not merely by giving him salmonella. “Stay away from her. Do I make myself clear? You look at her again and I’ll forget we’re related. She’s mine.”
Lucas managed to nod. “Yep. All yours. Got that now, but you have to admit this is new information. Now how about you let me breathe and I will never look at Lou again, you crazy motherfucker.”
He felt a hand on his shoulder. Lou. “I think he understands, Sir.”
And his rage was gone. He let his cousin go and stepped back.