Total pages in book: 103
Estimated words: 99406 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 497(@200wpm)___ 398(@250wpm)___ 331(@300wpm)
Estimated words: 99406 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 497(@200wpm)___ 398(@250wpm)___ 331(@300wpm)
“That’s sad.”
“Not for me. For your penance, pray an Act of Contrition.”
“Okay.” I swallowed my pride and held his gaze. “O my God, I am heartily sorry for having offended you…”
I regurgitated the prayer from memory in a tone that lacked my typical mockery.
If I could recite every prayer like this—with his hand on my face and his mouth close enough to kiss—I would do it without complaint. So I said the words slowly, drawing it out, never wanting it to end.
He closed his eyes, listening with a serene expression, but the tension didn’t leave his rigid body. He didn’t release me, didn’t move away. He held me as if he were never letting go.
I finished the prayer.
He opened his eyes. “God the Father of mercies, I absolve you from your sins, in the Name of the Father, and of the Son, and of the Holy Spirit.”
I made the sign of the cross as he said the words. “Amen.”
“Go in peace.” He dropped his fists to the desk on either side of my hips.
“Thank you, Father.”
“Go,” he whispered.
“Magnus?” Uncertain, I sat motionless in the cage of his arms. His command said one thing, but his body language implied that if I twitched a muscle, he would be on me.
“This isn’t over. I can’t… I won’t be able to stop this.”
“What if—?”
“Go!”
At the bellow of his voice, my words shrank into the back of my throat, my limbs already springing into action.
I had to push him with all my strength because he wasn’t moving. The effort gave me a sliver of space between the desk and the brick wall of his body to make my escape.
I didn’t look back until I was through the door and in the hallway.
He stood where I’d left him, leaning forward with his fists on the desk, arms straight, head down, and chin pressed to his chest. But his eyes were on me, glowing like blue flames beneath the veil of his lashes.
I hesitated.
“Go, Tinsley.” Nothing moved but his lips, his voice low and guttural. “Run.”
I ran. Through the building, down the stairs, and straight to the grove, I didn’t stop until I reached the opossums’ hollow.
Jade and Willow weren’t there, but that had become more common in the past few days. They were venturing out and scavenging for their meals, returning only to sleep during the day.
My mind raced a mile a minute as I stood there catching my breath. Surrounded by the privacy of trees, I let my hand wander to my backside. The touch stung, making me hiss.
Twisting at the waist, I hiked up the skirt and inspected the damage. For as brutally as he’d whipped me, I’d expected lacerations and blood. But I didn’t see an open cut. No broken skin. No bleeding.
He’d welted me. Reddened my skin. It would hurt like a bitch to sit, but the marks would fade within a week.
He knew what he was doing. He knew, and he’d tried to protect me from it. From him.
His mastery with a strap hadn’t been learned with students at Sion Academy. No, he’d done this before. Like before before.
High school students didn’t arouse him. Inflicting pain did. I had a sneaking suspicion that rough sex was very much a part of his past and shaped the mystery that he was today.
I was captivated, enthralled, turned on like I’d never been before. But seducing him was no longer an option. I didn’t ever want to see that pained, guilt-ridden look on his face again.
I needed another plan because, dammit, I wasn’t going to marry the family of my mother’s choosing. Maybe I wouldn’t get married at all.
My mother had groomed Keaton the same way, pushing him into a relationship with Clara Blair. A Blair and Constantine marriage would’ve made my powerful mother all the more powerful. But Keaton had put a stop to that.
If he could do it, maybe I could, too. It gave me hope.
The evening was warm for November in Maine. I pulled my cardigan around me and curled up on the ground to wait for Jaden and Willow to return. It took me a long time to find a comfortable position without aggravating my welts.
Each flaring bite of pain made me think of him. And smile.
I rested my head on my folded arms, and within minutes, I fell asleep.
The sky rumbled, jolting me awake. Wind gusted through trees, cooling the air and spitting droplets of rain. The approaching storm had darkened the sky, but so had the late hour. It was past curfew.
It wasn’t the first time I’d fallen asleep out here and missed check-in. Oh, well.
I looked around for Jaden and Willow and felt a deep ache of disappointment. They hadn’t returned. What if they’d left for good? Without a goodbye? I couldn’t bear it.
On the way back to the residence hall, I winced through each step and resisted the urge to rub my butt. At the top of the stairs to my dorm, Daisy was waiting.