Total pages in book: 98
Estimated words: 97448 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 487(@200wpm)___ 390(@250wpm)___ 325(@300wpm)
Estimated words: 97448 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 487(@200wpm)___ 390(@250wpm)___ 325(@300wpm)
“Hi, Anna,” I say slowly.
“Don’t hi me, young lady.” She pushes the clothes into my hand. “Here are some of Mrs. Kristina’s clothes that she asked me to give you. She figured you’re closer to her in height and body type than Miss Karina.”
My fingers tighten around the clothes. “Thanks.”
I guess that means Kristina is the one who alerted her about my arrival.
Anna reaches into her apron pocket and retrieves a key. “This is for Kirill’s master bedroom. He’s kept it locked for two months and only gave me the key so I could oversee the cleaning.”
He…kept his room closed for two months?
She places the key on top of the clothes. “I don’t know what’s going on between you two, but he better not turn back into whatever bloodthirsty demon he was after you left.”
“What…do you mean?”
“For the first month, he came home soaked with blood. Every single night. Viktor said he was looking for the one responsible for your death and that he was even killing anyone who proved to be useless in his search. Every night, he’d stop in front of his room, touch the door, and then go to his new room. Every night, I had to throw away bloodied clothes because there was no way of salvaging them.”
My fingers tighten around the clothes. On one hand, Anna has no reason to lie. In fact, she’s honest to the point of being blunt and doesn’t stoop to lying.
But on the other hand, I can’t possibly trust Kirill again. Maybe he did those things for an entirely different reason than the obvious.
Anna hikes a hand on her hip. “Today better be the last day I get a new batch of bloodied clothes.”
“I don’t think I can control Kirill’s mood and decisions.”
“You’re the only one who can, you naïve child.”
I try not to be affected by that and fail miserably. So I rush to change the subject. “Are you going to ask why I was pretended to be a man?”
“I assumed it had something to do with your security. Which is also why Kirill kept it a secret as well.”
“You…knew?”
“I suspected it after seeing you in his bed multiple times. I suspected maybe he swung in the other direction, but…well, there was no other evidence to back that theory.”
“Oh.” So all that time, Anna was turning a blind eye and pretending not to notice.
“Go take a shower and clean up all that blood. I’ll send you some food in a bit.”
“Oh, okay. Thanks.”
“Welcome back, Sasha.” She pats my shoulder. “Both the house and Kirill were unbearably grim without you.”
My chest swells, and I resist the urge to blurt something stupid like, ‘Really?’
I head to the room with heavy steps. I stop in front of the door, and I have to take a few shaky breaths before I turn the key in the lock.
When I go inside, I’m hit by multiple emotions. Everything is exactly as I left it, only there isn’t one of Kirill’s jackets scattered around or my chest bandages thrown on some surface.
The smell is weird, though. It doesn’t smell of us anymore.
I curse to myself. Why the hell would I want it to smell like us?
I storm to the bathroom, take off my clothes, and go into the shower. As I stand beneath the stream of water, images of other activities I did in this same shower slip into my mind, and I have to close my eyes.
But that doesn’t stop the erotic pictures from playing again and again, as if taunting my sexually frustrated body.
With a groan, I turn off the handle, hastily dry myself, and put on the new underwear Kristina gave me, moaning out loud when I accidentally rub my nails on a hard nipple.
Shit. What’s with them being so sensitive? Is it because I’m back here when I thought I never would be?
After regaining my breathing, I put on the soft checkered nightshirt. It’s tight on the hips, but it’s good enough.
I go back into the bedroom and find a tray of food on the coffee table. My stomach growls, and I drink some soup and then eat some fish as I send my uncle a text.
Mission failed. Anton has been captured. I’m staying here until I can bring him home safely. Please don’t interfere while I get this resolved.
I don’t know if he, and especially Babushka, will agree to that. She looks at Anton as if he’s the answer to all her prayers.
But they need to understand that I’m the only one who can save Anton. Knowing Kirill, he’ll make sure of that.
After I finish eating, I yawn.
Today was such a long day. Probably one of the worst I’ve ever had.
My brother is being held captive God knows where.
I can’t leave for three months.
And most importantly, I’ve realized with bitter irony that I can’t kill Kirill. In fact, a part of me is revolting at the fact that I shot him in the first place.