Total pages in book: 82
Estimated words: 77930 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 390(@200wpm)___ 312(@250wpm)___ 260(@300wpm)
Estimated words: 77930 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 390(@200wpm)___ 312(@250wpm)___ 260(@300wpm)
AdamDix: Interesting.
ChillyIcyBlue: Like I said, don’t make fun of me.
AdamDix: I never would.
I dropped my phone on the bed next to me, my cock still in my hand. It was earlier than I usually woke up, though, and after a few minutes my eyes were heavy again.
When I opened my eyes again, it was about an hour later. Somewhere in my second little nap, my morning wood had come back with a vengeance. I was hard as a fucking rock now, and I knew I needed to get off and then get the hell out of bed.
I looked at my phone and my cock throbbed as I saw a notification in OnlyShots.
“Holy fuck,” I muttered as I saw a video he had sent to me. There was a message under the video.
AdamDix: Okay, here you go. I went out to the store to grab some lollipops for you…
He hadn’t even uploaded this video for all of his subscribers. It was in our private message chain, waiting for me and only me.
I squeezed my cock as I watched the video, my jaw dropping.
He’d gotten caramel apple lollipops.
Adam had used his usual framing—he only appeared on camera from the lips and further down, not showing his eyes. His plush lips wrapped around the lollipop, and then later, his tongue slid out over it, very clearly meant to tease. I was stroking my cock before I could really even think. I was already so turned on, and I needed release.
As the video went on, Adam panned the camera down and wider, showcasing his stupidly perfect chest and abs and then down at his cock.
I groaned as I watched him stroke himself with his free hand. He then panned the camera back up toward his lips, giving the lollipop another suck.
And then, right at the end of the video, he did something I’d never seen before. He turned the camera up, letting his eyes come into the frame. He looked right at the camera—right out at me—and stared into my goddamn soul.
I gripped my cock, rewatching the part where he showed his eyes.
He’d never do that publicly.
It was just for me.
My heart was slamming inside me. I lost control as I rewatched the video, shooting white all the way up to my chest, as I pressed my back against the bed.
“Fuck,” I whispered.
So bad.
So, so bad. Tonight couldn’t come soon enough, because the longer this went on, the more guilty I felt.
ChillyIcyBlue: You are my favorite. That was perfect, Adam.
I locked my phone, turning it face-down on my bedside table, and I walked the fuck away.
If I didn’t look at the damn phone, I wouldn’t be able to reply to him, no matter how addicted I was.
I went to the shower and turned it on, stepping under the hot rush of water and scrubbing myself clean. When I got out I threw on some clothes and dialed Jamie’s number, pacing around my living room.
“What’s up?” Jamie answered. “No video call this time?”
“Can’t video call right now. I’d be ashamed for anyone to see my face.”
He snorted. “Since when are you shameful? I’m your brother, you don’t care what I think of you.”
“I just called because I want reassurance that I’m not a monster,” I admitted.
“You’re not a monster,” Jamie said. “But… what did you do this time?”
“I didn’t do anything, per se,” I told him.
“Tell me more.”
I sucked in a breath of air. “Jamie, you watch… adult content online, right?”
“For fuck’s sake, we don’t have to talk about my online habits—”
I ran my fingers through my hair. “Fair, fair. But let’s say you ran across your favorite adult, um, video creator in real life. What would you do?”
“Oh no, Chase, did you hit on him, whoever it is?”
“No. Yes. Sort of,” I said. I sat down on my couch before realizing I couldn’t possibly sit still right now and stood back up. “I met him in real life, but he doesn’t know that I know it’s him. Make sense?”
“I see,” Jamie said. “Only you would end up in a situation like this.”
“The chaos finds me, Jamie, not the other way around.”
“So how does that make you a monster?”
“Because I’m… flirting with him online,” I said. “A lot. But in person he’s this shy, total sweetheart of a person. I swear he would apologize to a wall if he walked into it, Jamie.”
“Sounds cute.”
“So cute,” I admitted. “But I have to tell him it’s me, don’t I?”
“You probably should, sooner rather than later,” he said. “It might suck, though. People are pretty private online. Especially when it comes to things like this.”
“Tell me about it,” I said.
“I’ll just say one thing,” Jamie warned. “Don’t fuck him.”
He may as well have just plunged a knife into my heart.
“Don’t fuck him?”
“I’ve been talking to you for three minutes and I can already tell it would be a bad idea to hook up with this guy,” Jamie said. “He’s shy in real life? Probably wants a real boyfriend, which you aren’t interested in?”