Total pages in book: 84
Estimated words: 79968 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 400(@200wpm)___ 320(@250wpm)___ 267(@300wpm)
Estimated words: 79968 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 400(@200wpm)___ 320(@250wpm)___ 267(@300wpm)
“It is hot,” he said. “It’s the hottest fucking thing. And it’s also terrifying.”
I furrowed my brow. “What?”
“I’m scared of how much I like you,” he finally blurted out, the ice-blue smolder appearing in his eyes. “Because I’ve never felt like this about someone before. And I keep thinking things about you that someone would only think about someone they’re very serious about.”
It was like he’d knocked the wind out of me, all over again, but for a very different reason this time.
Holy hell.
“What?” I managed to utter, because I was still too surprised to string together any other set of words.
“I don’t know how that shit even works, Shawn,” he said. He moved so that he was sitting back on the couch, and for the first time ever, I saw him blushing, a deep strawberry slash appearing on each of his cheeks. I straightened up too, sitting close beside him.
I was in a total daze. “You like me?” I asked, sheepish.
Rush paused, clearly trying to figure out what to say. “I guess you could say I have a crush.”
He said it like he was admitting a crime.
“Oh my God.”
“And I need… help. In that department,” Rush said.
“Oh my God,” I repeated.
He looked away. “Shut up.”
“You were trying to teach me how to flirt and have casual hookups, but now you want me to teach you how to actually date,” I said, marveling at the concept like it was impossible. “It all makes sense now. Your nervousness. Not knowing what to text me. The sweet gesture of donuts and coffee. Shit, you really do have a crush on me.”
“I repeat, shut up,” he said, then let out a sigh. “Yes. Maybe. Definitely.”
I couldn’t keep a smile from tugging its way onto my lips. I felt like I was on some cloud above Earth, looking down at all of this.
I felt positively high on life.
“If teenage Shawn could see this moment, he would pass out and come buckets all at once. Wow.”
“I am probably going to be terrible at it,” Rush said, “and I’m already prepared for you to reject me, but fuck it. I can’t keep it a secret anymore. I despise secrets.”
“I can teach you how to date, Rush,” I said sweetly, leaning in again and pressing a kiss to his lips. “The first step is that if you actually want me to give you a blow job before you have to go into work, let me give you a damn blow job. I’m doing it because I desperately want to, not because I think I have to be a ‘sex object’ or slut myself out to you.”
“Mmh,” Rush hummed. “I’m glad to hear that, but also, that’s hot as fuck.”
Now it was my turn to push him onto the couch. I straddled him just like he had done to me minutes ago, and I reached down to squeeze his cock through his pants. “You want it?”
“I want it so badly, Shawn,” he whispered, his hands finding their way to my ass and gripping hard. “You have no idea.”
I knew he only had a few minutes before he had to leave, and there was no way I was letting him get out of here without coming. I dipped low, making quick work of his button and zipper and tugging down the waistband of his pants and boxer briefs.
His cock bobbed free, hard as hell and dripping. Dripping for me. Because he had a goddamn crush on me.
Holy God, I had won the lottery.
I lapped my tongue over the tip of his cock, staring up into his eyes as I worked. As I started to suck him off, it was like the floodgates had been opened, and he started to murmur things to me.
“I don’t think you’re going to like dating me, Shawn,” he said in a low, syrupy voice, like he was hypnotized by having my mouth on his cock. “I’m really horny, way too often. I’m demanding. I’m going to want you, very badly, a lot of the time, and for whatever reason you don’t seem like you’re used to that. It might be a lot.”
I hollowed out my cheeks as I sucked off his tip, making a pop as I came off of it. “I think I’ll be able to handle you just fine.”
He groaned as I went back down on his cock, taking him all the way to the hilt. He was big, and it was a bit difficult to get all of him in my mouth, but I managed.
“Fuck, I am going to want you every second of every day,” he uttered, as his hips began to thrust upward into my mouth. “I can’t get enough of you.”
And you don’t seem to realize that I would do anything for you.
I hummed around his cock and he clearly seemed to like the feeling, groaning again as he fucked into my mouth.