Total pages in book: 32
Estimated words: 30011 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 150(@200wpm)___ 120(@250wpm)___ 100(@300wpm)
Estimated words: 30011 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 150(@200wpm)___ 120(@250wpm)___ 100(@300wpm)
Just thinking about it right now makes me giggle to myself. I’m not going to lie, it hurt a little in the beginning. But the rush of endorphins that accompanied the waves of pleasure that swept through me quickly overwhelmed and drowned out the pain.
I close my eyes and can still feel his hands all over my body. I can see the look in his eyes when I talked dirty to him. I can feel him piercing my core and moving deep inside of me. The sound of Griffin’s voice, his moans of passion and ecstasy, ring in my ears like a beautiful melody that widens my smile. And the memory of him erupting and filling me with his warm come makes me shudder. I sigh almost wantonly. I’m shocked I actually worked up the nerve to go get what I wanted, and now that I have, I want more.
I think I’m finally starting to understand why Lila enjoys her sexual escapades so much. It feels really good. Unlike her, however, I don’t have the urge to, as she puts it, sample from the entire buffet of boys. Even now, the only man I can think of, the only one I have the desire to give myself over to, is Griffin. He’s the only man who fills my thoughts or makes me feel the way I do right now. I’m on Cloud Nine. Maybe even higher than Cloud Nine. Honestly, I never thought I could feel this way. Yeah, I’m a little sore after last night’s exertions, but I feel amazing.
“And where did you go last night?”
Lila’s voice pulls me out of my head. She drops into the chair across the table and stares at me expectantly. When I don’t answer, she grins.
“I popped by the dorm to see if you wanted to grab a quick bite, but you were gone,” she says. “Which I found surprising since you told me you were working on a paper all night.”
My face grows warm as I clear my throat, doing my best to keep the guilty smile off my face. “I … uh … stepped out for a minute.”
“Stepped out, huh?”
“Yep.”
“Might you have stepped out to go see a certain MMA fighter that you’ve been texting incessantly with all week?”
Try as I might, I can’t suppress the smile any longer and, instead, bury my face in my hands to stifle my laugh and try to save some shred of my dignity.
“I knew it,” she teases. “You went to see him.”
“I did,” I say from behind my hands.
Lila grabs my wrists, pulls my hands down, and looks at me. I don’t know if it was something in my voice or just that eerie sixth sense she has, but her eyes widen, and her mouth forms a perfect “O” for a moment before it turns into a wide, knowing smile.
“You slept with him!” she squeals.
I look around nervously. “Would you keep your voice down?”
“Sorry. I’m just so excited for you!” she says. “You’re finally a woman.”
A choked laugh bursts from my mouth. “How do you always know when—”
“Because I know you, babe,” she cuts me off. “Now, tell me all about it and spare no details. I want it all, so gimme, gimme, gimme.”
“I can’t—”
“You most certainly can,” she interrupts. “I didn’t get any last night, so the least you could do is let me live vicariously through you.”
“Oh my God,” I giggle.
“Come on, babe. Spill the tea.”
Amazingly enough, despite my reservations, I tell her everything. Well, everything without going into graphic detail anyway. I give her just enough to give her the gist of what happened in the locker room with Griffin. And when I’m done, she claps her hands over her mouth, her face red, and laughs. But then she jumps up and comes around the table, throwing her arms around me and squeezing me so tight, I can’t breathe for a minute.
“Girl, I’m so proud of you,” she chirps as she retakes her seat.
“Thanks, I guess?” I say with a laugh.
“I have to say, I had no idea you were such a dirty, filthy girl. I mean, in a stinky, smelly locker room?”
I shrug. “Griffin seemed to enjoy it.”
“Did you?”
“Oh, God. Yes. Like, a lot.”
She squeals again and claps her hands. “I’m so happy for you, girl. Shocked you actually jumped into the deep end of the pool, but happy for you all the same. I’m so proud of you.”
I shake my head and smile. “It seems weird to say, but thanks.”
Lila arches an eyebrow at me. “So, does this mean you’ll be coming with me to sample the buffet of boys? Like, you can be my wing chick?”
A frown curls my lips. “I mean, I’m always going to be your wing chick.”
“Oh, you have it bad for him. Like, really, really bad.”