Total pages in book: 29
Estimated words: 25728 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 129(@200wpm)___ 103(@250wpm)___ 86(@300wpm)
Estimated words: 25728 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 129(@200wpm)___ 103(@250wpm)___ 86(@300wpm)
"And here I thought you were such a quick learner." I felt his hand on my nape as he turned me around and headed back in the opposite direction. Where the hell had he come from?
"Don't do this Colin."
"You had your chance, you made your choice." He marched me into the room.
"Strip."
Colin
What am I doing? Could I really do this? What have I become? What had I allowed her to do to me? I'd become a complete stranger, how much of one I didn't know until this moment. The moment where I was about to rape the mother of my son. Fuck. This couldn't be me I wouldn't let it be me, I'll have to exact my vengeance some other way, but it wouldn't be by forcing a nineteen year old girl to my bed no matter what she'd done, and no matter how much I still wanted her.
I threw one of my old college t-shirts at her and climbed in on my side of the bed. She'd spent five nights in this room, not this bed though, I'd gotten rid of that one, couldn't stand to look at it after she left knowing we'd never share what we had there again. Besides her scent had been embedded in the damn thing and was driving me crazy.
She was still standing where I left her with my shirt in her hand a confused look on her face. Good that made two of us because I didn't know what the hell I was doing anymore. Why I couldn't bring myself to hurt her the way she'd hurt me.
"Put on the shirt and get in the bed before I change my mind. She hurried towards the walk in closet for privacy while she changed. I turned my back and settled down for a long night.
"If you have any ideas about making a run for it in the middle of the night, first you wouldn't get past the gate, second there're guard dogs roaming around out there who're trained to kill on sight. And if by chance you should get by either of those things I will find you and God help you then." I laid my head down with my back to her as she climbed in as far away from me on the king sized bed as she could. Just to be perverse I taunted her. I had changed my mind yes, but she didn't know that.
"I can't fuck you from all the way over there."
"But you said..."
"I said what...Come here." She took too long so I dragged her across the space by her arm. She was stiff as a board and for some insane reason that made me want to laugh. Why? when she was being so disobedient was beyond me. Maybe I had become a truly perverse person.
"Relax you'll enjoy it more" I nuzzled her neck just for effect. Big mistake. I was hard as a fucking pike and she stiffened even more if that were possible. I pulled her fully into me half covering her body with mine. I didn't really intend on sleeping like that just long enough to put fear in her and then I'd turn away and get some sleep, but somehow I found my body relaxing in a way it hadn't in a long time, not since the night before she left.
Eventually her body relaxed and I think she dozed off, I wasn't too far behind her.
Something woke me in the night, what the hell was that? I couldn't place the sound. I'd been enjoying the best sleep I'd had in forever that much I knew. The sound came again and the heavy weight on my arm helped to farther clear my head. The baby was awake.
I looked at her to see if she'd awaken and go to him but she didn't even stir, probably hadn't slept a wink since our son was born.
I went and got him up after checking the clock it was three in the morning. He'd slept for a good little while.
"Hey buddy, it's your dad, you're probably hungry huh." I changed his diaper and walked back to the room, climbing onto the bed, I tried to lift her shirt without waking her so he could get to his food without disturbing her, at least he wasn't crying anymore.
"Colin I love you."
I was stopped cold was she shitting me? Who was she trying to kid? I started to berate her until I realized she was asleep. What the fuck was that? No, no, no, no, no. She wasn't doing this to me again, I'd gone back on the fucking her into submission bit but I'd be damned if I was going to fall into her trap again. But why would she say that while she was asleep? When all her defenses were down, I couldn't think about that now I had to get my son fed. I didn't want to think about it, too many implications.