Total pages in book: 29
Estimated words: 26912 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 135(@200wpm)___ 108(@250wpm)___ 90(@300wpm)
Estimated words: 26912 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 135(@200wpm)___ 108(@250wpm)___ 90(@300wpm)
When I did my search of him there were pictures from years ago of the women he's dated. He was never pictured with the same woman twice and that didn’t go unnoticed. Nor did the fact that there haven’t been any new ones in years. Either he’s getting better at keeping it under wraps or the articles written since then are true and he really is an asshole. Though I don’t think that would be the reason because I’ve seen women put up with a lot of shit for money. Hell, look at me now. It’s not about the money or trying to keep myself out of jail. There’s no hiding the need my body has for him. I try and reason with myself that it’s only because I’m starved for attention and not because I really like him.
What I don’t understand is why he’s toying with me to get himself off. I look nothing like the women he was pictured with. All of them were tall and curvy, and seeing them made me feel like a child. Most of them were models and all of them were pretty and perfect. In comparison I’m a small doll.
It has to be his ego that needs to conquer me. I guess it works out because if he does like to keep who he sees private, then someone who lives her life trying to be invisible is a good choice. He also knows he has all the control over me and he doesn’t have to worry that I will run my mouth about him.
He’s going to be very disappointed if he thinks he can use me as a mistress because I have no idea what I’m doing. Either way I know he doesn't want me to get out of his reach and maybe there’s more going on here than I know. He’s the type of man that likes getting what he wants and the idea that I could walk away from him pissed him off.
That’s why he locked the bracelet around me. To make sure he knows exactly where to find me whenever he wants me. He can take me whenever he wants and the thought makes my body jerk against him. I’m so close to cumming at the idea of it.
I look down at the ring and I assume he gave that to me because he doesn't like to share. I don’t know for sure if he stayed outside my apartment after he left, but I swear I could feel him still lingering. It took me two seconds to spot his men following me this morning. I debated losing them, but what would be the point of that? He could easily track me down and probably enjoy the chase.
“Where did you go?” he asks as his eyes search my face. His brows pull together and he looks concerned.
“You should know.” I try and get up and out of his lap because the moment is broken. Oh, I still need to cum, but my mind is too muddled. His big hands engulf my waist and I know I’m not going anywhere unless he lets me. He spreads his thighs wider. “Between the bracelet and the men you had following me—”
“That's not what I meant. In your mind you were here a moment ago and then you slipped away from me.” He almost sounds sad or hurt, but I must be misreading his tone.
“That’s impossible.” I wiggle in his lap, reminding him I can hardly move.
“You stopped kissing me back.” He leans forward and touches his lips against mine again. “I taste good on you,” he says. “But you taste good all on your own.” He licks the seam of my mouth. “Come back to me, little jaguar. Get out of that head of yours.”
This time it’s me who has the cocky smile. It’s fake because the throb between my thighs is still there and wanting me to do something about it. I was lost in his kiss but he was right; my mind pulled me back. I’m trying to remind myself what this is and to not get sucked in too deep. I can’t let myself think that he truly wants me for more than sex.
I should know better and I do know better. I learned that lesson from my own parents when they used me to get what they wanted. He’ll do the same and this time I need to be the user.
“Don’t like that there's something you can’t control?” I say, and his jaw hardens. I can’t control my thoughts and I can barely control my body. “Maybe not getting everything you want is really your weakness, Bennett. Right now you can have my body because I want you just as badly as you want me, and I’m not going to stop you.”