Total pages in book: 116
Estimated words: 110458 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 552(@200wpm)___ 442(@250wpm)___ 368(@300wpm)
Estimated words: 110458 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 552(@200wpm)___ 442(@250wpm)___ 368(@300wpm)
"Fuck," he shudders.
"If I move, you're gonna blow, aren't you?" I do move...a little, and he answers me with a moan.
"I'm so fucking hard I feel my heartbeat up inside you."
I pull out a fraction of an inch. He's so tight around me, bliss spills through my lower body, and I feel my own balls firm up, my cock swell as more blood fills it.
"God, V." I shift my hips, brushing my tip against his prostate, and the pressure on my cockhead makes sweat roll down my back.
"I wanna fuck you hard,” I groan, “but then…it'll be over."
"Give it to me. Please, Sky."
My balls are so heavy. Rayne’s big, throbbing cock is oozing all over my hand.
"You wanna come now?"
"Yeah. I gotta come, Sky."
I shove in as deep as I can, jacking my hips so I'm teasing his prostate, and V shouts as cum erupts all over my hand and his stomach. I pull halfway out, then sink back in, and I'm in heaven with him.
"Fuck. So warm." He shudders, and I grin down at him. I love knowing that he’s full of my cum.
"Mine," I murmur.
I pull out slowly, leaning over to nip at his earlobe.
Then I lie on my side beside him, my cock twitching with aftershocks as I wrap my leg over him. "This is what's been missing. I need more Rayne."
"McD," he rasps, kissing my hair.
We lie there together for a few quiet moments. I hold Vance like he's my life raft. Because he is.
"You are my heart. You know that?" I whisper in the quiet darkness
His arm around me tightens. "And you're mine."
His sweat-slick body twitches like he's falling asleep. Eden picks that moment to cry. We both laugh, and I put a hand on Vance’s arm.
“Cover up.” I do it for him, spreading one of our weighted blankets over his long body before I drop to my knees to kiss him on the cheek. “Stay in here until you want to get a shower. Let me take care of the baby.”
After cleaning myself up, and grabbing Edey, I take her into the living room, where she sits in the swing while I race Miller on Xbox.
Later, Rayne joins us, and we order some sushi. He takes Miller out with him to pick it up, and I keep Eden with me while I do the Sunday prep with our production team.
After that, we sit in the kitchen talking for a long while, Rayne telling Miller all about our zig-zag courtship. Miller seems more at-ease, more okay than he has so far.
By the time Vance takes Eden into our bedroom to put her down again, I feel like there’s no ice to be broken. I’m drinking a beer, feeling relaxed. So I just give it to him:
“Do you want to stay here for a while? For as long as you want?”
He swallows, and when he looks back at me, I’m pretty sure his eyes are gleaming. He wipes them with the back of his hand. “I have to go back,” he says roughly. “There’s some…obligations I have. But thank you.” His face is caught between gratitude and something like regret. “It means a lot to me.”
“It’s cool, man. Just know that you always have a place here if you need somewhere to go. Or if you want to babysit.” I grin.
We chat more, and I found out Miller plays football.
“You play for a college? That why you need to go back?”
He nods.
“Tell us what school and we’ll watch on TV.”
He smiles but doesn’t say, and just before he heads to bed, he eats a second serving of sushi.
I slide under the covers with Vanny around midnight. We’d been sleeping with the baby in the middle, but this time, I stacked some pillows to the right of her box thing, and I’m right up against Rayne. I drape an arm over his chest and snuggle my foot against his leg. And when I close my eyes, the world feels right.
Epilogue
Vance
Feast or famine. Isn’t that what they say? I wait for years to feel one fucking ray of sunlight, and now this…abundance.
We drop Miller off at the airport, having hooked him up with someone he can talk to back at college. Then Sky tortures me with the damn plug for hours as he drives me all around the city, ending at the townhouse, where we stay the night and make a mess with honey…among other things.
Sunday is church time, and what happens there feels like a miracle—at least to me. The sanctuary is so full, the people spill out of the over-flow seats that are normally only used for Easter, so the staff has to scramble to set up projectors outside.
Sky preaches a normal enough sermon, but at the end, when he mentions The Rainbow Initiative, almost everyone in the building gets to their feet and claps, giving him a standing ovation Pearl tells me she’s never seen them do before.