Total pages in book: 105
Estimated words: 103656 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 518(@200wpm)___ 415(@250wpm)___ 346(@300wpm)
Estimated words: 103656 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 518(@200wpm)___ 415(@250wpm)___ 346(@300wpm)
When she hides her face in the crook of my neck, I come in her warm pussy. My release is long and hard, and cum smears all over her thighs.
Sasha doesn’t move. Her frail hands are thrown on my shoulders, and her teary face is hidden in my neck. We remain like that for a few moments. Me catching my breath from the most powerful release I’ve ever had. And she… Fuck knows what she’s doing.
After a few moments, she pulls back, her face streaked with tears, eyes red and glittery, but her expression is unreadable. She awkwardly tries to lift herself up so she can make me pull out.
I help her, and she winces, probably sore. Since she was moving just fine earlier, I didn’t consider that she might be sore from last night.
My cum smears down her thighs as she tries to settle in the seat beside me. I grab some tissues and start to wipe her off, but Sasha attempts to take them away.
I fixate her with a look, and she stops, but not before glaring at me as if I murdered her favorite puppy.
After I finish cleaning her up, she adjusts her pants and I do the same, then buckle my belt.
When I look at her again, she’s staring out the window, her arms crossed over her chest. I let my hand rest against my thigh for a moment, seriously considering why the fuck I’m not close to being satisfied with what just happened.
I want to do it again and again and again.
Better yet, I want to lock her up where only I can have access to her, and that’s a fucking dangerous thought.
I’ve never wanted to keep someone before. Never thought about fucking them again the minute I was done.
“You didn’t use a condom,” she murmurs, still staring at the streets. “You didn’t last night either.”
“And?”
She whips her head in my direction, a line appearing between her brows. “Ever thought of the possibility of impregnating me? My cycle has been all over the place since I joined the army, and I’m not sure the shot works.”
“It probably does.”
“Probably? That doesn’t sound very convincing.”
I lift a shoulder even as I completely pause on the inside. I’ve never had sex without a condom or without a professional cleaning the premises soon after.
That started after a gold digger nearly made me impregnate her, and another tried to sell my cum.
So why the fuck did I completely forget about that angle when I was fucking this woman?
Her brow furrows. “Still, you should use a condom for safety.”
“I’m clean. I’m sure you are, too, considering how tight you felt the first time. You probably haven’t had sex for a long time.”
Her cheeks redden, but she stares out the window again.
“You haven’t had sex for a long time, right?” I ask again.
“Why is that important?”
I wrap my fingers around her wrist and squeeze until she finally faces me. “Were you perhaps…a virgin?”
The red that spreads from her neck to her cheeks and ears is all the answer I need.
Fuck me.
When I found her impossibly tight last night, I honestly thought she’d been celibate for some time. She also didn’t bleed, but then again, not all women bleed.
“I’m your first?”
She visibly shivers, and I don’t know if it’s due to the way I dropped my voice or the question itself.
“It’s not that important, okay? Besides, I had a boyfriend when I was a teen and we did stuff and—”
“Don’t. One more word and I will make it my mission to find this ex-boyfriend of yours and fuck up his life.”
Her shoulders drop. “Do you have to be like…this?”
“This?”
“Antagonistic for no reason.”
“Obviously, there’s a reason, but that’s not important right now, is it? The fact that you chose me as your first is.”
“I didn’t choose you. It was just convenient.”
Convenient. Hmm.
So I’m reduced to convenient now. That’s certainly the first time anyone has ever used that word for me. I’m many things, but fucking convenient isn’t one of them.
It doesn’t matter.
If using each other physically is what it takes to keep her by my side and away from whatever motherfucker she’s protecting, then that’s exactly what will happen.
I’ll trap her so deeply, she’ll have no way out.
Sooner or later, she’ll have no choice but to forget about her lover and be with me.
31
KIRILL
One month later, I do what I promised everyone.
I’m now the only one in the Bratva who has an in with two infamous cartels. Sergei threw a party in my name. Adrian, Igor, and the boring Vladimir told me I was playing with fucking fire. They said, one day, this unorthodox relationship will backfire and I’ll have to stick with one of them.
Damien said he’ll punch some people for me if I agree to fight him.
Mikhail looks at me with newfound respect.