Total pages in book: 105
Estimated words: 103656 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 518(@200wpm)___ 415(@250wpm)___ 346(@300wpm)
Estimated words: 103656 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 518(@200wpm)___ 415(@250wpm)___ 346(@300wpm)
“Have I given you the order to do that?”
“No, but I thought—”
“Did I ask you to think?” My voice deepens, and Sasha must feel it, too.
Tension crowds her shoulders, and she looks at me like a mouse who’s trapped.
“Answer the question, Sasha. Have I brought you here so you’ll think?”
“No.”
“That’s right, no. So quit the habit of being a busybody and a problem solver when I haven’t asked you to take action.”
“Well, I’m sorry I tried to help.”
“Apology declined.”
“I take it back then. It wasn’t sincere in the first place.”
I narrow my eyes on her disobedient ones. If it were anyone else, I would’ve either fired or shot them for the insolence.
But something about Sasha’s defiance has been stirring the ugly beast inside me.
I don’t want her out of my sight. On the contrary, I want her so close that I can possess her. That her being will merge with mine.
My eyes meet her defiant ones. “You’re pushing it.”
“I just don’t understand why I can’t help. You did that for me countless times. Why can’t I do the same?”
So she’s considering what I’ve done a favor, and all this time, she’s been paying me back.
Interesting.
“Karina is out of this game. If I’d wanted to get her involved, I would’ve, but I didn’t, because her condition doesn’t allow her much stress or pressure.”
“I didn’t pressure her.”
“You want me to assume you asked nicely?”
“Well…almost. I didn’t threaten her, though. In fact, she’s the one who threatens me with bodily harm every time she sees me.”
“Next time, don’t get involved, or at least notify me when you do.”
“I can agree to the second, but I can’t guarantee the first…sir.”
I don’t miss the way she added the last word as an afterthought. I’m going to have my hands full with this one for sure.
“From tonight onward, you’ll be my night guard.”
She blinks, probably at the abrupt change of subject.
I’ve been meaning to make this decision ever since we came to New York. The idea of her sleeping ‘sandwiched’ between Maksim and Yuri has left a weird taste in my mouth.
In the beginning, I thought about giving her a solo room, but that would look suspicious. Not to mention that the little fucker Maksim has no sense of personal space.
So the best way to keep her from sharing a bed with my men is to assign her as my night guard.
“Okay. What do I do?” she asks.
“Stay by my bed as I sleep.”
“Oh…uh, are you sure you don’t prefer someone else…like Viktor?”
She’s running again. I can see it in her awkward body language and backpedaling speech.
“This is not a request. It’s an order.”
She’s about to say something else but stops when I point at my creation. “Do you know why a house of cards has a bad reputation?”
“Are we really talking about a house of cards when your mother needs help?”
“Answer the question, Sasha. Do you know why?”
She throws her hands in the air with so much attitude, I’m tempted to push her against the wall and abandon all the plans I had for today.
“Well, it takes a lot of effort and concentration to build, but it can be destroyed in no time.”
“Yes, and no. See.” My hand hovers over the top card. “They’re made of paper, and while paper can be molded, it’s still fragile.”
With a flick of my finger, I tumble the creation I spent an hour assembling.
“Listen carefully, Sasha. This place is a house of cards, and I don’t belong inside it. I will always be the one who puts it together or destroys it.”
She furrows her brow, not seeming to understand the meaning, but that’s fine. She’ll get there with time.
I round the desk and she subtly pushes back, keeping a safe distance between us. I adjust my glasses with my thumb and forefinger to stop myself from choking the fuck out of her.
“Did Konstantin hear about my mother’s kidnapping?”
“I think so. He was talking about the worst timing and things like that on his way to his car just now.”
“Good.”
“How is that good?”
She falls in step beside me as I leave the office. “Are you going to ask him for help to save her?”
“Of course not.” I grin. “A hero doesn’t share his cape, now, does he?”
“You’ll surely lose time with this. Is it okay if you’re late to the Bratva’s meeting that’s being held specifically for you?”
“No. But it’ll all work out.”
Everything, including Sasha, will go according to plan.
19
SASHA
Kirill asks me if I want to be there for…the rescue operation of his mother.
He sounds so casual about it that I can’t help but be a little appalled.
My reaction to his actions is more about me than him. I know that. I really, really do.
It’s not that he’s changed, but maybe I’m freaked out about the fact that he hasn’t changed.