Total pages in book: 129
Estimated words: 121233 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 606(@200wpm)___ 485(@250wpm)___ 404(@300wpm)
Estimated words: 121233 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 606(@200wpm)___ 485(@250wpm)___ 404(@300wpm)
Her words trailed off as more tears found her, and I cursed, stopping around the corner from the hallway that led to Giana’s office.
“They’ll take you back,” I said. “They always do.”
“Not this time.” She sniffed. “I tried. They’re over it. And I don’t blame them. I haven’t been a good employee for many, many years.”
“That’s not true. You’re the most charming one there and they know it.”
She let out a sarcastic laugh. “My charm ran out along with my beauty years ago.”
Inhaling a long, deep breath, I let it out just as slowly before trying to soothe her again. “I know things are hard right now, but it will work out. You can find a new job.”
“It’s not that easy!”
I closed my eyes as she cried more, wishing I was there to comfort her just as much as I wished I could shake some sense into her.
“Hey, it’ll be okay. I can help until you get things sorted.”
“Really?” She sniffed.
The instant relief she had from that made my stomach sour.
I wanted to help her. I would always help the woman who kept me, who cared for me, who raised me when my father walked away.
But the fact that she now expected it hurt.
“Oh, Clay. You’re too good to me.”
“I don’t have much,” I confessed. “But they give us a little bit of a stipend with our scholarship. I can help with bills until you get on your feet. Just… promise me you’ll start looking, Mom.”
“I promise.”
I nodded. “Alright, well… I gotta go. But I love you.”
“I love you, too, sweetie.”
“Everything will be okay.”
She didn’t respond, but I could imagine her nodding, could imagine her hair a wreck and her eyes swollen and puffy and red because I’d seen her that way so many times before.
The line went dead, and I blinked, frowning at my phone when I took it away from my ear. It wasn’t that her going through a breakup was surprising.
But the fact that she hadn’t wished me a happy birthday was.
I chalked it up to her being upset, thinking of how I was when Maliyah broke up with me. I couldn’t be a good friend to anyone during that time. So, I slipped my phone into the pocket of my hoodie and rounded the corner toward the front offices.
And I prayed she wouldn’t turn to the bottle or the pills while I figured things out.
I didn’t have time to think about how much money Mom would need, how much I could honestly afford to give her, or anything else regarding the breakup because as soon as I pushed through the door to the PR offices, a shower of confetti rained down on me.
“HAPPY BIRTHDAY!”
Giana did a little hop-like dance, blowing a streamer that sounded like a foghorn. A giant, glittery banner hung above her head, and her eyes were wide and joyful in the candlelight coming from the two and zero candles in a homemade cake on her desk.
“Hurry, before they melt,” she said, shoving me toward the candles. “Make a wish!”
I wanted to be happy. I wanted to smile. I wanted to tell her what a nerd she was and how much I adored it.
But all I could do was blow the candles out with a soft breath.
Giana clapped, removing them and setting them aside as she started cutting the cake.
“I had no idea what you liked, but I figured I couldn’t go wrong with chocolate. And sprinkles, of course. Everyone loves sprinkles.” She handed me a plate with a huge slice on it. “Shawn was at the game today. We talked a little after the media frenzy. He asked if I would be at the coffee shop to watch him at all this week.” She waggled her brows at me as she forked off a bite of her own slice of cake. “By the way, you did not have to go that hard with the last play, but I am so damn glad you did. That was incredible. The reporters were in a tizzy. You’re going to be all over ESPN tonight.”
She smiled, handing me a fork, but I couldn’t return any of her enthusiasm. And when she realized it, her smile fell.
“What’s wrong?”
I swallowed. “My mom.”
It was the only answer I could give, but fortunately, Giana didn’t press for more. Her brows folded in, and she nodded in understanding, grabbing the cake out of my hand and setting it back on her desk.
“Come on. Let’s go somewhere.”
“Where?”
“You’ll see.”
Clay
We were the only ones at the university observatory.
Because of course we were — it was Saturday night and our team had just won a football game against one of our rivals. Everyone else was out partying, whether at The Pit or a bar off campus.
Everyone, that was, except for me and Giana.
She hadn’t said a word on the walk over, our steps in time on the quiet sidewalk. We could hear students celebrating all across campus, but it became more and more distant as we got to the outside perimeter, and faded altogether when the off-white dome of the observatory first came into view.