Total pages in book: 121
Estimated words: 117920 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 590(@200wpm)___ 472(@250wpm)___ 393(@300wpm)
Estimated words: 117920 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 590(@200wpm)___ 472(@250wpm)___ 393(@300wpm)
We’re heading down away from the city and toward the Baltic Sea where we’re going to find anchorage for the night.
My sailboat is the same one that I race, locally made and sixty-feet long and recognizable to most of the Danish public, yet everyone gives me wide berth as I tack the boat back and forth down the strait. Of course, I’m also closely followed by a motorboat that contains my royal attendants and I also have my driver, Johan, on board with us, just in case.
Johan actually loves sailing, so he doesn’t mind taking over the wheel from time to time. Right now he’s down below with Clara and Freja who are on their iPads playing games. They’re used to sailing too.
But for Aurora, it’s her first time on a sailboat and I don’t think she’s handling it all that well. I felt a little wary to begin with when I invited her to come, but the girls were insistent that she do the trip.
I’m glad she’s here, even if it means we get no privacy together for the next twenty-four hours. We’ve come into a habit with each other that we at least spend half the night in each other’s beds, even if it means we have to do a secret walk of shame at four in the morning back to our own room.
I really wish it wasn’t this way. She seems okay with the sneaking around, but it gets under my skin like nothing else. I don’t want to have to hide her. I’m proud of her. I want the world to see what I see in her, what everyone else sees in her. She’s charming and genuine, kind and smart, unfiltered and compassionate, part book nerd, part goddess, and all mine. She’s a goofball with big eyes and a big heart and every single morning I get up wondering how I can make her happy, over and over again.
Suffice to say, I’m failing at the moment.
“Come over here,” I tell her, holding out my arm.
“I might chunder on you,” she says.
“I don’t know what chunder means, and therefore, I don’t care. Now, come here. That’s a royal order.”
That manages to get a weak smirk out of her. I’ll take what I can get.
“Remember when you said you would never abuse your power.” She unwraps her hands from around the railing and stumbles toward me, leaning on the ropes and winches until she’s at the wheel.
I put my arms around her, hugging her from behind. “Put your hands on the wheel.”
She does so, and I put my hands on top of hers.
This is the most intimate we’ve been in public.
To Johan or the girls below or the royal attendants on the other boat, it looks like I’m giving her a sailing lesson.
They don’t know that I’m kissing the top of her head, salt spray on my lips.
They don’t know that I’m pressing an erection into the curves of her ass.
They don’t know that I’m whispering in her ear.
“Jeg elsker dig.”
I love you.
Though I can’t see her face, I can feel her smile. She hooks her thumb onto the side of my hand and squeezes.
“Jeg elsker dig,” she whispers back, but I barely hear it, her words caught by the wind.
I’ve never felt so much in my element before, I’ve never felt so alive. Here, on the boat with her protected between me and the wheel, I feel pure happiness rise out of me, like a phoenix from the ashes of the person I once was.
Nothing can take this moment away from me, I think. Not even death will erase this from my mind.
I’m not sure if Aurora is picking up on how I’m feeling or if she’s just doing better, but she doesn’t go back inside. She stays at the wheel, even as I’m pulling ropes and letting out sails.
She’s made of hardy stock, that’s for sure. When she first took the job, I thought that her “roughness” would be a detriment to the position. After all, it was all about poise and grace and raising two princesses. But instead of poise and grace, she brought grit and guts. She rose to every challenge that the girls and I threw her way, and more than that, she rose up against me. She did it for the things she believed in and if it didn’t go her way, she’d argue her way out.
In other words, she’s the perfect woman to take sailing, because even with feeling seasick, she’s still toughing it out, because that’s what she does.
She’s the perfect woman period.
And now I’m tasked with figuring out how to make her stay.
Forever.
With me.
Naturally the biggest issue so far is that I haven’t been entirely honest with her and I know that day of reckoning is coming. I just pray that what we have is strong enough to survive it.